i hate my life.i used to love it but now i feel so empty.im in love with this boy and we were like best friends,and i thought something was going to happen with us. he always seemed intrested in me and i was convinsed he loved me but then ,one day he left. He didnt move schools or anything maybe slightly understandable,just went and hung out with this other group of people.He now acts like im a stranger and dont even say hi to me. I would go other and talk to him there but i dont no the other people. i dont no what i did wrong then my life turned from bad to worse.my aunt has came to stay with us for bout 9 months because she has split up with her boyfriend and my mum now seems more intrested in her than me.also my parents are always at work and i feel so alone.im struggling in school and no-one seems to notice and i cant turn to my friends because they are always fighting with each other and i dont no why.i cant tell anyone this because no-one can keep secrets and i cant trust anyone.I love am in love with the boy but i no he isnt intrested in me.he loves one of my best friends and she loves him.i would of told him how i feel about him but i have no courage or confidence.i would do anything for his love but nothing would work.as well of this anther one of my friends,who i walk to school with, her life seems perfect.she gets what she wants, when she wants.she bright,funny and attractive where i am none of this.also a boy ADORES her, i mean is crazy for her but she might turn him down just because she cant be bothered and now she wants me to give advise, i dont no what to ay because all i can think is how lucky she is. | |
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