I hate this fucking world around me. I'm so lonely frustrated i wanna give up on my life . I have only about 3 weeks to go for my entrance exam which could get me into the best college .........but i feel hurt inside ,so useless ,hopeless, helpless ,no confidence, no inspiration ,no motivation ,no determination .No one helps me out or support me or give some motivation u know like "u can do it" or something like that , even my parents don't support they come with their fucking estimations they never bother to ask what i like or what i want to do in life .Now im 18 and i feel like i've not used my potential to the fullest ,when i look at my so called friends i feel so depressed they study in best college have a boyfriend they enjoy their life .My parents scold me my brother teases me i dont have friends .But for now i want to make it in the top list in my entrance exam so that i could ran away from this stupid family and people ............but i lack inspiration it seems i've lost it ,its like of no use i sometimes feel like giving up everything and DIE. I wish someone special was there beside saying that i could it ,all i need is motivation and inspiration right now .Every single day i cry for some help and wish that everyone stops making opinion on me , i feel like im torturing myself ,funny thing is my best friends are my T.V and my computer(yeah non-living things ) at least they dont hurt you. PLEASE SOMEBODY HELP ME THIS IS THE ONLY CHANCE IN MY LIFE IT COULD CHANGE MY LIFE FOREVER I WANNA LEAVE THIS EVERY SHIT THAT WAS UNDERESTIMATING ME TEASING ME I WANNA MOVE ON ..........HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | |
No one can say "you can do it"? Well don't ask it from others. Say it to yourself. You have a goal - get as far away as possible from this. Reach it! That's your inspiration - your new life! You are the only one who can build it.
Now go to study for your exam(s). Take some breaks to think that you're doing it for yourself, for your future.
Good luck!
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