I m a student and I dont knw what is happening with my life. I am lonely away from home I miss my parents my house but i cant go there. I try and be a good friend to every one but people dont care if i am alive or not. What they care is about is their life and everything. It hurt when one does everything for a person and does not even get any appreciation. I dont want to be surrounded by friends all the time but i would love a kind talk which i never get. People talk to me when they need me and after that its over they dont even want to look at me. I am a child I like to laugh with people. Then I think should I give any damn to them and be like them a selfish bitch. One good thing I have a boyfriend who is miles away from me. He is there for me always and loves me but I need someone infront of me who takes care of me at least sees to it that I am alive. Life is difficult but I have learnt to be happy at times. Yes I do get sad and helpless but i want to go through it. I want to enjoy myself learn to enjoy my self but i just dont know how to do it how to be happy alone how to live without the cellphone. I am sad not depressed. I expected life to be more fun and exciting but it does not seem to be. It seems to be sad dull and useless. May be one day i'll get what I deserve. I dont think I am a bad human being but others might be thinking that and that is the reason I am completely alone and a sad person.
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But in regards to having a greater friendship circle, have you considered going out consistently (regular) to the same spot once a week. Like a music gig disco every thursday night. When its quite, get to know the staff, and maybe meet a few regulars. Anyway something to consider. Or you could always try get involved in a local community, sport/church/volunteer group.
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