my mom dies , I didn't have a clue she was going to DIE ! I didn't even get to see her ...I was going to take care of her after her surgery but she died before she left the hospital ...I haddnt seen her for 9 months and poof she was gone then my husband got brain cancer . it took two years and 2.5 million dollars but he died anyway. I was married to him 27 years was the loneliest person I knew cause He was always chasing that mighty dollar....and torchered me with sex that lasted litterally 2 min. about every 6 weeks ( he was too tired to want sex but a quikie was ok then sleep was nearly instant (after sex I felt spat upon and would roll over. he was nothing but a paycheck and I longed to have less house and more him!!! he left us about 4 milliondollars of assets and 300 thousand in cash (insurance) but I haddn't worked for 2.5 years while taking care of him (thank you God for giving me strength back then,) I really don't know HOW i did it.
then 3 months after he died I crippled my leg up HORRIBLY! I didnt' walk for over a year I will limp in pain the rest of my days
Can;'t afford the ankle replacement because my husbands best friend promised my husband 3 days before he died that he would take care of me and my two children with the leg so bad I trusted the Friend to take money and build a buisness to secure our financial future cause Now i hadn't worked for almost 4 years what he took care of was..... all the money....Gambling and Chasing women instead of doing the 2 businesses I funded in Denver !!!!when he finnally dissapeared he left me with an additional cost of 70K..... 70 thousand dollars for a broken lease HE stuck me with !!! I eneded up getting sued right after I HAD A hysterectomy the hysterectomy was a must because I would bleed so heavily that I could only sit in the tub weak from blood loss about half the time i was litterally a bleeding mess for 70 over days then My son who is an angel started drinking a bit heavily and at one point choked me down to the floor (I could not get down very fast cause My leg was to bad) the choking occured because i asked him where the game set was that I bought for him and his friends to share it was a nice one but a freind of his kept it but He didn't want me to ask about it in his drunken stooper he didn't feel like explaining ...(thank you GOD !!! he dosen't drink like that any more) and he has never ever been any where near abusive before that incident or since!!!.. then I got me a boyfriend who was not an accomplished guy but a hard worker he treated me like gold for 3 months I couldn't walk but i lost 100 lbs because he made me feel so loved and we had sex almost every day and OH my is he a pretty guy ! He was angelic but then something snapped and he felt lowly cause we were living high class his low self steam kicked in and he and figured I'd never keep him so He sold the car I bought for him to use. It cost me 12k and he sold it for 1300 bucks !!!!! and he cheated on me cause he was trying to find a place to live with some other girl cause he had no money from taking care of me 24 7 for 8 months time. and got 28 k in debt for child support (He has 5 of them)( I did pay over 20 thousand of his child support while he was caring for me cleaning cooking doing laundry but he still got farther behind Cause his wives are evil and NEVER WORK so the Government soaks him....he is now a complete looser but I still support him cause for toughs 3 months we were in bliss but I think he is bipolar and I really think he is gay we never have sex any more partially cause I have no desire now due to me being in full blown menopause with No hormones ) and he can fuck all day but it is so boring it's like robotic and the play by play of the whole thing is exactally the same .... like cookie cutter sex (as I call it) and I tell him I hate it being the exact same every time buy he will not vary in the slightest it is so fricken boring ............ his cock is super hard but he just lays there we have sex only about once every 4 months we will have it for a couple days though... its all so dumb I hate it !oh OH!!! and IO try to fake orgasum so he will just cum and get it over with but he !!!! KNOWS !!! he can tell because I'm so dry ! so I have to try to focus and com so it will be over and again I swaer he is a fag but he WILL not do anal sex or even talk about it but I know his last girlfriend MADE him DO that ALL the time! any way IIIIIIII I hate My life it sucks and my kids are great but never ever see me till they want money but that will end cause in 3 months I will have NO money I'll sell my million dollar home for pennys cause the ecomomy is so bad that no one has money and then i'll live out of my car | |
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