I am a 29 Year old male, Have had a rough life alcoholic father, beaten daily,
anyway by the time i was 24 Both my parents were dead. I have a brother and sister hate them both. have lived in 5 different states, have a horrible job that pays crap. never knew the rest of my family aunts, uncle, cousins, etc.
anyway Live on my own hate all people, I have no freinds no contact with my siblings life seems to be pointless. I don't watch tv i do not listen to music i get no pleasure out of things in life a normal person would. i find humor in things that would disturb others. If i see somthing happening where someone could be injured or killed i just watch i have no impulse to help or act in any way i see it as entertainment, i just don't care. I feel dead inside i have no emotion. I beleive life is about living it the way you want and to enjoy it. however i want nothing. I do not know what my problem is nor do i care, i am content with my existence. But i do know its fucked up way to live. | |
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