LIFE SUCKS

try living in my shoes

you all think your life sucks. i have no true friends. i haven't done anything wrong and i'm being punished by life. my best friends talk about me behind my back. my best friend in the whole damn world called me an immature snobby ugly selfish self centered bitch. my friends are ruining my relationship with my boyfriend. and my parents think that i am a druggie. i'm talked about all the time. my "friends" are turning on me and i can't take it. i wanted to smash my face repeatedly against the concrete. i was so tempted to until my father came home. i want to die so bad i can feel like everyone wants me to too. do you guys ever imagine what would happen if you killed yourself and wondered what everyone would do? do you think if everyone and thing would realize what they did was wrong? i honestly have no friends. i'm not lying i can feel myself slowly dying. i hate me self and my life. i feel like absolute crap and i feel like i can't do anything right. no one cares about me even my boyfriend is sick of me he told me. i can't stand my life why was i even born if i would grow up with a terrible life?