LIFE SUCKS

What's the point?

I don't see the point in going on anymore... I don't want to kill myself but I don't know what else I can do... I'm going to college and so far this year is sucking big time, even worse then last year.

My job sucks, my manager is an idiot and shows huge favoritism to his friends and screws over everybody else. I work hard, do my job, and do it well but yet I find people who don't or haven't been there nearly as long getting the "promotions." I get minimum wage and employees can only work 20 hours a week during the semester. What's worse is no matter how much or where I apply, no where else has given me a call back or even an interview...

My friendships sucks, I hardly hear from any friends anymore, we've spent like 6 years together and now nothing. To make that worse some friends I've made at college have blamed me for stuff they did to save themselves from getting into trouble. (thankfully no trouble happened beyond being blamed)

My relationship life sucks, In this past year alone I've had at least 4 girls just play me and mess with me. One who chose 2 different guys over me, one who claimed to love me but not enough to wait for us to be together. But the worst of all is the one I'm in love with pretty much wants nothing to do with me because I live 6 hours away for school. I'm sure no girl likes me or wants to go out/ be with me...

So aside from having hardly any true friends, a crappy job, being single and alone, I'm not having any good luck with anything I do...