Well I've never done something like this before. Im 30 with no job and no friends. Ive isolated myself from my family because I'm embarassed that i havent done muc with my life. I'm very shy which makes it hard for me to get a date as well as oncve they find out I'm jobless, then why would they want me. I wish things were easier but i'm realizing that theyre not. At least by reading other peoples stories i realize that Mabye I dont have it so bad but lonliness really sucks.The worst part of it is that I've gotten used to it. scary! Now looking at what i wrote it seems that I dont have it so bad but it feels worse then it seems. i think there is something blocking me from advancing but dammit im trying. | |
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