I'm in college and I could graduate next year if I wanted. I have never had a girlfriend, I have met tons of girls and I haven't ever been so lucky to get even one girl to go out to lunch with me. From my world, I am a totally normal guy just like anyone else except everyone else seems to have luck. I don't even have any real friends up here in college, never had. Everyday I ignore this little fact and if I do happen to think about it, I have mental breakdowns. I almost killed myself today, but then I thought the one thing I have going for me is physics grad school. I envy the people who are depressed about breaking up, at least history shows they'll find someone else. Its like whatever it is about me that people don't like, will follow me around for the rest of my life; there is nothing that I could ever do about it. I've tried so hard to change that, but nothing works. I will die a lonely person with only my parents burry me. I'm 90% sure that if I don't get into med school, physics grad, or whatnot; I will probably kill myself. I WANT TO LIVE MY NEW LIFE NOW. | |
OK, you want a girl. And if you had one: You would do what? Think on that a moment. What would you do?
Now come to the real world. Stay in school, read Dr. Richard Dawkins' books. I did, and was a Psychology major. Put your brain to use.
One day you will meet a girl who knocks your eyes out and she will love ... you. Ah yes, that magic moment, as the Beatles sang about.
Just be yourself and treat all people with respect. All turns right in the end.
Love the Psych Doc
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