LIFE SUCKS

life sucks

i'm eighteen years old and through out my life all i've done is to study. from the age i was 5 i started learning and all i wanted was to go to a decent college and achieve something big in life. i wasted my entire child hood and teen life by being such a jerk and all i did was to study...i never dated anyone in life and had no fun. at last i scored really well in my high school exams and got into dentistry in a reputed college but turns out i was wrong. it's not meant for me . i realized that i'm not fit to deal with sick people with tooth aches and work on and cadavers.i tried adapting but it turned out to be difficult. i don't want to waste any more of my life ,so i quit college. i've decided to take up psychology but all the colleges have already re opened and admission into any college is not possible. for seven months i have to stay at home! after all my hard work and sacrifices this is what i got . my friends who were fooling around have settled in decent colleges and i am standing here like a fool. it's all my fault. all the work i put in for these many years is in vein. life sucks and i want to die.