i am 24, but i feel older than my age. i just lost my dad 4 months ago, and i feel scared and alone. i live alone in a big city, leaving my mom in another country. I am so scared that my mom will leave me alone in this world. It seems that she is the only one in the world left that truly cares about me. i'm so scared that she will die before i get married. Problem is, i have never had serious relationship in my life.
i would say that my looks are above average, and come from a well to do family. The reason why i do not want to go back to my country is that i do not have any friends there since i grow up alone, studying at a young age in this big metropolitan city. I am used to being independent and loves all the freedom that i have..until my dad passed away.
i wish that i can get a man that i dream of. maybe i set a criteria too high for that perfect man. actually, i begin to look back at all the men that i have rejected when i was teenager, and i regret not dating any of them. Some of them are already married or are in love with someone else. i feel that being 24 is too old, cuz the rich, handsome and nice men are already taken at such a young age, the rest of the available men are just not my type. I think that it is reasonable for me just to have a man who can match me, an average looking men who have a good background just like me, and about the same age.
why can't i find them??? | |
But, coming from a broke, imperfect, stuck in low pay job male such as myself. When I hear of perfect women such as how you discribe yourself, I get intimitated, and think "she's outta my league" and don't even bother approuching her. So do you think that maybe, other "nice guys" out there may be feeling the same?
I may not be RICH, and no one is PERFECT but I will remember birthday, send chocolate and roses during valentine and do not mind telling someone "I love you" everyday.
Would you be open to date someone like that?
If so, there are many other guys like that out there if you're open to it. It may work out, or it may not, but at least you won't "REGRET" not giving it a try right?
Goodluck.
Sincerely, anonymous loser from the west coast.
I'm sure your mom must be feeling alone as well since your not even in the same country ..
You can not base your life in finding a man to take your problems away if anything it will just bring you more problems .
The problem is you need to love yourself and stop being so scared . Grow a backbone ..
God is the only one who can fill your emptiness not a man ..
God is the only one who lives within you with the holy spirit .
You are alive !!
Rejoice God has given you so much but you weep and cry but I tell you be thankful for everything and when your thankful Gd will give you more but if you do not thank God for what he gives you then why should he give you more .
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