All my life I wanted to be a teacher.
When my first year came it was pretty hard as I was left responsible for two classes as the other teacher resigned. I didnt leave the best impressions.
Then I started looking for another private school and got accepted to 10 (one of which was perfect).
But I was convinced by a group of my friends that I should definetely wait for the government to hire me and not the private school, that there was a huge chance.
So I denied all these schools
Now I am without a job, a lot of debt, Greece is through a crisis and of course doesnt employ any more teachers. As for the private schools, the compertiition is gonna be fierce next year with all these unemployed teachers.
So now I am looking at a life where I will not be a teacher, even though all my life was programmed with that in mind...
And all because of a night with friends.
I really want to kill myself and my relationship is suffering, as well as my friendships and kin.
Tonight I am thinking of ending my life once and for all
I am jobless and really want to commit suicide, | |
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1. You did not create that life yourself
2. You're not the only teacher without a job
3. Joblessness is never a permanent situation
4. Greece is not the only place where you can teach
5. Success is attained through multiple trials and error
6. You're still very young to give up now!
7. God does not waste time manufacturing LOOSERS
8. Success does not come in a silver platter you have to consistently work hard to acquire & maintain it
9. Life is a thousand times harder than staying without a job or loosing one
10. Its damn & lame to commit suicide just because you don't have a job. Think of the homeless people who are uneducated and living on the streets and still treasure their lives!
Reject that bad voice from the devil who wants you die young so that you may end up in hell that he can laugh at you...
Suicide is an evil spirit that is hard to control and the easiest way to kick it out of your system is encourage positive thoughts to yourself and praying about it to get out of your life!
You should also realize how much God loves you, unconditionally whether you performed well or failed it does not matter - God's love is more powerful than anything you know, so listen to the little voice that tells you "don't do it" and embrace life.
"A living dog is better than a dead lion" Ecclesiastes 9:4
If would like me to give more scriptures that will help to strengthen your spirit, here is my email: pentalk85@gmail.com. I will pray for you.
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