"i hate my life " i said over and over aging. do u know how if feels 2 b treated like an outcast. just trying to fit in but u cant. yeah i know it sucks and ive been through it all. up to the point where i tried to comment suicide. i tried to tell my mom about it but she wouldn't take me seriously my friends just only thought i was kidding. the only thing that hurts the most is knowing that no one understands you. people only made fun of me. which made it worse. i got laughed at even though i didn't do anything wrong. they kept on calling me Godzilla,freak, or even king Kong. but of course i did nothing but cried. i ask my mom if i could stay home. but she still didn't believe me. i was a laughing-stock. i felt i had no reason to live i hated myself i blamed everything on me... | |
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honestly, people can be cruel for no reason--ignore them, they're not worth shit.
And if you're mom and friends don't believe you, then you just got to be strong for yourself and fight those kind of thoughts. Usually what drives me is thinking I'll fight through this shit hole mess and show life who's boss. Doesn't work all the time, but it's been keeping me strong for 8 years.
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