My life sucks because I don't have friends, and fail to have ones. Since always I used to be withdrawn and shy. I always thought people didn't want me so I never went towards them. Then I grew up, and was suprised, during some period, that people suddenly got inteterested into me and came to me. But it did last pretty short, and now I feel like I was before, unwanted and uncool. On facebook, as well as everywhere, it always has to be me who starts the conversations, and others who end it. If I don't call family, they don't call either, they never took the intitative to call and ask about me. I always felt neglected among my family, that was always my siblings and cousins whom they talked to an laughed with. They made feel like I wasn't interesting at all. Now, I am longing for some intimacy with someone, but it seems unreachable. I realize that my life passes by, that eveybody gets a lenght ahead, and if I keep on like I do, I will end up into something bad | |
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