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I Can`t Talk About Shit in my Life

Posted by Madison at September 10, 2011
Tags: Juvenile problems  2011 September

God dammit!! So this school year I made a resolution to stop bitching about everything. EVERTHING, Unless i`m at the point where I can`t take shit anymore. I don`t want to go to the counselor at school. As much as it seems like it`s her job to listen to other kid`s shit, I think shes mostly there for schedule changes and clubs and shit like that. I want my own counselor that I can visit regurly. Btw, whoever is approving these stories needs to STEP IT UP and come here every month to post these stories. I JUST CAN`T TAKE THIS ANYMORE. Not allowing myself to be more open to friends is killing me on the inside. I vented at church on the stage and got prayed for, but fuck it did`nt do shit except now I get these moments where I feel like i`m high and feel happy for no reason. That only lasts a few seconds. I only felt like I got it off my chest for about a week. If you are curious as to whats been going on, i`ve been depressed but it`s getting better. At school i`m too busy to be depressed for the most part, but when I don`t have anything to do, thats when I start feeling depressed. I have 0 social skills this year and have`nt made any friends except for an aquaintance and this other girl but we became friends at church and I don`t have any classes with her. I have this one particular class that I especially feel depressed in. My IPC class. This class is where the most laughter goes on in. It`s like my emotions have an adverse reaction to happy moments and people that laugh at the smallest shit. Thats how depressed I am. I got to the point where I did`nt give a shit about taking the notes, I only wrote them cause I had to and the teacher`s aid was getting on my ass for it. I`m getting tired of having a class with someone that thinks shes my friend and that i`m not interested in in the slightest, and a class that I feel depressed in for no reason. I never see my friends anymore except one (besides at church). My best friend acts like she wants nothing to do with me and I don`t have a boyfriend. Never have and most likely never will. I only have 1 friend now that really wants me to sit with her at lunch. 2 of my friends are now friends with a bitch that I hate because she talked shit about me and my best friend`s lifestyle and I don`t think she even knew she was being rude! I don`t have a life and I can`t physically do it because I can`t just walk into town like I used to. You have to drive miles and my mom can`t physically drive me most of the time. I feel like I am mooching off my friends for rides here and there just to go to shit. I`m on a diet but I suck at it. I keep getting hungry and cheating on it. I suck at life and feel that I should just kill myself. I`m 15 and i`m too scared to for some reason. Maybe it`s because I want to live my life and see what happens.



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By anonymous at 27,Dec,11 12:44

Too much information. You have 2
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