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can I sink any lower?

Posted by nitro11402 at September 6, 2011
Tags: Bad Luck  Health  2011 September

I am quite sure that there are people in worse shape than me, But I feel that I must tell my life...I choose not to use the word story. I have been fighting severe depression since the age of 10. I have tried all of the self help classes and the like. What pains me the most is calling suicide helplines just to talk to someone, and they put you on hold for over 3 hours. I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes 6 years ago and from time to time I use my insulin to try and end my life. But I guess that I am not good enough at suicide, because I am still here as if I am part of some sick, twisted joke. My girlfriend gave birth to what I thought was my son 4 years ago, but it turns out that she lied to me for the first 2 years of the boys life. I found out the he is not mine from her daughter. So I had felt like i had been kicked in the teeth. 2 years ago, I was involved in a car accident that ruined my chances of trying to climb out of this Hell that is my life. I was trying to start my own business to help support my fake family when this lady hit me in the driver side. She imediately got out and was fucking smiling at me. When she hit me, she knocked my glasses off my face. My fake son was in his childs seat in the back, crying and screaming. I guess the adrenilin was pumping and all I was concerned with was getting to him. I ended up in 2 years of chiropratic therapy. I hired a crappy lawyer who said we will get you compensated for this, but all he has done is st back and kissed the ladys Insurance companys ass.....(State Farm Insurance). I have been told by his paralegal that I am not going to get anything out of this case. Just the lawyer and a few of the medical bills are going to be paid.

DO YOU THINK I SHOULD JUST DIE?????? I mean....I've got nothing now!


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By anonymous at 31,Oct,11 16:23

NO! Consider that in 2013


By anonymous at 31,Oct,11 22:23

No dont die. Life will hopefully get better


By anonymous at 31,Oct,11 22:32

sounds like the same thing that happened to me!! but the women i was with the kids where her ex and she stole all my money thats after i got the kids back that cost me 2500 in court cost.


By anonymous at 01,Nov,11 09:35

No, don't die. If you don't want stay with your family, and you are feeling this distressed, then you need a do-over. Just leave and start over, I know "easier said then done" but even if you have nothing, you have nothing to lose. One never really knows what is going to come next, and expect the unexpected I always say. See life as some crazy adventure, what you experienced so far is just a chapter in a book, and you are writing the "story". Surely, there must be more to this "book". You have to admire the really old people, they survived in a cruel and chaotic world to reach a good number. You can survive too, just try to see life for what it is, and don't let other peoples actions write your book for you.


By anonymous at 01,Nov,11 13:12

My friend, If GOD wanted you to die, he would of made sure you did in that accident. You need to get yourself together. How old are you? you didn't mention this in your post. I would say find GOD, beleive in him, dont doubt your life because alot of things have gone wrong. If you allow yourself to sit there and feel sorry for yourself then you have let the Devil in your life. I'm not saying that if you accept god in your life you will automatically become happy, I promise though you will leran something that will impact your life in a good way. GOD didnt put us here to just breeze through life with no problems, I beleive he gives us these situations to test our faith in him. Get up, brush yourself off, and begin the next chapter in your life. God Bless!!!!


By anonymous at 01,Nov,11 13:22

Hey! get over it man! If she were worth all this pain, she wouldnt have let you feel so! I also got cheated on, a bit of difference I came to know the truth after one and a half year. Reshape your life. Do something totally different. Didnt you have any childhood dreams? go and get them! turn the dream farthest from you into reality!You feel lost cuz you think you cant do anything. and as long as you keep on believing so, you really wouldnt be able to get over your past. Hit it man! Trust yourself. If you believe in god of any sort, trust he would help you!!! you can reshape your life. you just gotta believe in yourself!é


By anonymous at 01,Nov,11 13:57

No you shouldn't just die. Everyone's life sucks. Not just yours. Plus this life isn't the one were gonna enjoy. The next one is. Don't lose focus of eternity because that is forever and hell is a lot more painful than this life. Maybe Jesus will help u. U could always try asking him. You have nothing to lose. My life sucks too. A lot. Maybe Jesus will help me. I have asked and now I'm waiting. Take it from someone who wishes to die everyday, making it happen is not a good idea. You don't know what's on the other side of the curtain.


By anonymous at 03,Nov,11 00:04

U never know what happens next. There is still a little bit of hope anywhere even when the worse scenario arises. This hope kinda does arise from Jesus. We can try to plan out our life and reach our goals but in the most unexpected scenarios we can't imagine. Dont die and seek for help from ur family or friends. Even if u end ur life nohing gets resolved, face ur fear and something unexpected may happen. At least u r still living that means there is always chance. Don't give up friend! :) do sender thoughts and prayers to God u may be not religious and totally against ot but like the comment above said doe still hurt To try. At least u know there is someone who loves u alot and is true to u.. (God)


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