LIFE SUCKS

My so called life

Greetings I'm a 21 year old male, I have anger issues, suicide thoughts, weak body, ugly teeth and apperance. Life have basicly just sucked, 7 years of getting beaten up back in school both my classmates and some from other classes. I have burn marks and scars all over my body from that time. I put on a fake smile from time to time in order to get by, and I have reached a point where I cannot trust anyone, probably not even myself as I have ADHD and I'm Skitzo as well, I can't look people in the eyes anymore as I am afraid of getting hurt once more. If I could I would fly away, and sure I've been thinking about suicide and even tried, but realized that it doesn't get you anywhere, and that's exactly what everyone else wants.. So no point in doing that, so decided to devote my life into saving animals and hopefully die happily someday doing what I want.