hi
i was happy once. its like 25 yrs ago. i am 35 yrs now. school days were just fine. . life started changing in 1993. i went to college but lost all interest in studies . had few friends then who have left me now. Reason everyone of them is well settled except me. i was a good student till 1993. all my studies have gone in vain . i could not consolidate on what i learnt from school or college. i am currently doing a job which a 12 th pass can do. i am post graduate. i get job offers which are substandard. in my city jobs are there but below my caliber. and you know people who have studied less than me are filling in those jobs. and i am left with no job . few places i applied and got job also but at all places i could not work more than a month. good jobs are taken up by jack or pull and push. jack means some one helping a person from above someone who knows that person for the job. the best part of my youth got wasted. i am on medicine ARIP MT. its for mental disorder. because in 1998 some guys in my post graduate college attacked and humiliated me. eg. they told me to do some homo things. one guy who was 6 feet 4 inches and well built attacked me physically. i was already on the verge of collapse because i got a very bad college for my post graduate studies and these negative events happened within few days. i was so dejected i left my college and studies in between. my father instead of understanding my problem shouted at me 'you wasted my money'. i slowly started living my life again. because my father is rich person i got good marriage offers. i thought of marrying now. i got married in 2001 july. the girl was nice but i slapped her once and started abusing her verbally because i was upset with life. little did i knew that the girl will divorce me in dec 2001. she divorced me. and i was like blown away in front of a cannon. never never in my life i thought i had this fate. i was so heart broken that for full 1 yr i never got out of bed. i was like staring at the ceiling all the time. but slowly the wounds i received started to heal as time is a great healer. in 2003 i was back to normal but still without a good job. now in 2004 i was locally attacked physically by some persons living near my home. they were living in same locality as that of mine. reason for physically attacking me was i had gone for walk late at night and i was strolling in front of their house. a women came outside seeing me she said get the hell out of here before i set my dog loose on you. i did not like her way of telling me to go away so i said back to her do what she wants to do. her husband with 2 sons came outside and started beating me. Her husband showed me a pistol and said i will shoot you. now after that they called the police also to get me in jail . it so much lawlessness here. good guys are beaten up bad guys enjoy life.
after getting beaten up twice in life i am so much afraid alone facing this world. life sucks. | |
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you are so lame....get over your life
Then he gets married and the woman leaves him because he slapped her? What did you think she was gonna do? Cook you dinner afterwards?? Fucking idiot.
The real kicker is his father being rich.
GET THE FUCK OFF THIS WEBSITE YOU FUCKING IDIOT.
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