My life is shit all because I wanted to keep my bf now husband. We rushed it from the very beginning I got pregnant just a month into the relationship ship and we were married before we had known each other a year. When I first found out I was pregnant I was on my way to the clinic to get rid of it and my car all of suddenly break down so now I'm put in a position get my car fix or get rid of it. Me being gullible didn't realization that what I was gettin into. I call my HR and tell him what I found out and asked his opinion should I go get my car fix or ruin our 20's dimwit chose car. Now we have 2 kids 7 & 6 and my babies are great. I feel like I never made this choice I feel like I was fooled in this life I never wanted. I'm a very selfish cold hearted person who really enjoy my time ALONE!!! MY Husband is a some what good man he support his family and he pretty good with the kids he adore me and worship the ground I walk on its just at times I wish I can go back in time and say FUCK the car. I never went to college and my 10 year reunion is coming up and I feel like I wasted time pretending living this life I'm so confused and really indecisive |
How? Find you close friend who likes your husband and kids, set up the situation by MAKING them to commit adultary for your official discovery. Then start from there, you will be a much happier person ffrom then on.
Years later, you and your close friend can share the same man for a 2 wifes couple two, and you kids can have two mum. See? Life has a choice afterall.
You know how many people would trade places with you in a heartbeat? At least you got part of your rant correct you are most definitely a cold hearted and selfish person. Enjoying your time alone is one thing, I function much better alone then when I am around people, but there is nothing wrong with that. There is something very wrong with you.
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