Well......when i was a kid i lived with my mom and young brother, then she passed away, so i had to move with my dad, and my brother with his. That sucked as i didnt really know my dad well and i was kinda scared of him, and not being able to see my young brother depressed so bad. Things got worse when i had to change high school, had to move out from my town, leave my friends, my house..absolutely everything was taken from me. so in the new high school i really didnt get along with hardly anybody, i just had 1 very good friend and still today he is my best friend, so many schoolmates laughed about me, bullied me, make jokes about me, the most cruel things u can imagine to happen to you in high school, they did happen to me. Now im much older, but i hate them all, i cants stop thinking about those who did these things to me that still today feels like it was yesterday, i cant seem to escape from that dark long period of my life, i really have trouble in being sociable, allways in tension with ppl, cant take very good care of myself, and self esteem is not precisely good..i wish i could go back and defend myself and put things where there had to be at that time, now they all probably forgot about that, but i really hate them, i really wish and hope life will put everyone in their deserved place, and those who make others suffer like they did to me, will get what they deserve, as bad as it can be. hope the sentence 'what goes around, comes around' is real.
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