i the most sucked person on earth i think so...
i m good earning engineer.working for good company. my problem is that i feel like i m following a everyday cycle.everyday going to the company, comimng back to home to go back again .such huge universe to explore n what im doing. whenever i get a free time i stare at the sky feel like to fly n go there but what to do iam stuck with this mortal things i try to take interest in ma job but some how ma day gets fu___ .i love one girl n u know shes the ideal girl i have ever seen in my life. but the problem is i have no match for her qualities.u know it sucks when somebody doesnt love you but it sucks a lot when u came to know that shes not made for u..
and i feel more sucked when i see great people i do study hard but never gonn be a scientist.i love to read and understand things but im so poor that if left job i will not even get a food to stay alive. sometimes i feel like i am useless junk in this world.why would god have created fucking junk like me....
i cannot cummit suicide but leaving with such life is hell.
this not to demoralise u freinds but to express my feelings..
u know what i have learn from my life so far i have experienced is that yes "today is my last day" n will live every day like that i will take every experience as if its the last time i am gonn have it..
enjoy ur life buddies it might be the last time u will be reading my feelings n thank you for that if in our life we meet by coincedance that will be great.. | |
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I think what you need is something to give meaning to your life. I hate to say it, but you need something like a hobby. I know it sounds shallow. What I mean is, you need to find something that you really like, and try and devote your spare time to that. So you don't really like you job? Most people don't, but most people also get crappy salaries, and you are a well paid engineer for the love of god :D. You can definitely use your job merely as a means to fund you real passion. Work for five days, and then live for two :).
Here are some examples of what people do, but you can surely understand that there are just so many options, it's really up to you to decide and pick something. Some things that people do to give meaning to their lives:
Traveling, writing, making art, collecting stuff, restoring vintage cars, riding motorcycles, bicycles, competing in some kind of sport (like running or the aforementioned cycling), model aircraft making, woodwork, metalwork, photography, singing or playing a musical instrument (or both), making pottery, stare at the sky...
I haven't had great luck with women though, so I will let someone more experienced advise you on that regard :).
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