I feel bad that I have to pick just one instance to describe how incredibly awful my life has been recently. It all started on the day I like to refer to as World War Z (i hope someone gets that reference). Shit really exploded that day and standing in between two people you love so that no one gets knocked the fuck out is trying to one's soul. I wasn't taking sides because they both were acting like 12 year old girls. So theres the loss of my friendship I believed to be so solid. Everyone took a side and played the devil's advocate, while I sat idly by and hoped they'd work it out. While I sat in awe of my surroundings and the energy being wasted by these people I love, life threw me my very own shit storm, and his name was Billy. He caught me a very fragile and lonely time, so accepting him into my life was easy and it seemed right. I don't want to go into the details of this relationship because everyone knows what I mean. It was bad, okay, just a down right terrible process and decision. Honestly I just feel stupid and thats more embarrassing than anything. On top of all these things, my roommate decided to go on a drug binge and quit her job. Even though she has a better one now and she's not up eating mushrooms and "rolling her face off" on molly, I am still struggling with the debt she put on me. It also happens that I might not be able to afford to take classes this year, so I feel very stuck. LIFES A BITCH, but at least i'm not starving and I sleep in a bed at night. | |
Good luck with your life, make it not as miserable as those of most people and you will be doing pretty good :).
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