So for the past couple years my life has kinda gone down hill so about 3years ago my mom started hanging out with a guy that she knew from high school. She would hang out with him almost every day. After a while I started to get suspicious. I found out that she had been dating him and I couldn't bring myself to tell my dad. So this whole little affair continued for another couple months until my dad found out himself. I felt so awful because I didn't tell him. I thought and still think it is my fault that they got a divorce I think that if I would had said something it could have changed the outcome and maybe thy could have worked it out. But on top of that I had to move in with my grandma because my dad works nights and no one was there to wath me and my sister so I'm only 14 and I am pretty much a mither to my 4 year old sister. Also I have to change schools and I lose touch with all my old friends and my new friends don't really gt me like my old ones did ad they all live too far away to hang out with them all the time. So now I just hang out in my room 24/7 and do nothing at all. I think my life has no purpose and I'm not worth living. I know slit of people have it way way worse then me but I still really really really wish my life had purpose and it was the way it used to be. I just cant help think why me? What did I do to deserve this? |
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