LIFE SUCKS

Fucked over since birth

Reading the stuff here I wish I had your life. I was born dead because of a lack of oxygen getting to my brain. to this day im more aggressive and less empathetic and i believe its due to brain damage. The doctors operated and I got back to life. I had a tiny scar when I was an infant from that and it grew with me. now it looks like i got cut in half and stitched back together when i take off my shirt. ive been to jail 7 times. for drugs. my parents were in a tiny deranged branch of the christian religion called plymouth brethern. that shit was insane. I got molested when i was 11 by some neighborhood kids in their basement. i went to a college that turned out to be a fraud. theres lawsuits across the country on them. cost me 83,000 at 18. you think its bad you dont have savings? try starting your life with 83k in debt at a ballooning interest rate.

bought a nice car turns out everything on it is fucked. 6500 to buy it 1800 in one week to repair it and 7000 in total repairs still needed. oh and i was lead to believe these huge money issues were over by some dirtbag fucks that told me id get a better job if i moved. i moved. bought a house. they never came through. as far as relationships go i have none. i gotta get this money dude. 6 days a week 15-16 hours a day i work. i cant declare bankruptcy because of how this loan is structured.

yea. i work 16 hours a day and i gain nothing and thats my reality. or at least i did. because after years of this i just collapsed. i walked out of my jobs and effectively ended my life. now im here with a bottle of vodka and a 45 because i cant do it anymore. i wish they never operated on me and let me die at birth. but dont worry people. jesus fucking loves you.