LIFE SUCKS

Life is Bad

Today was terrible day. The stock market lost over 500 points and I am screwed. I thought today was the day to invest and dumped my savings of 20K into the market thinking that stocks would go up today, 08/04/11, since they were on the upswing yesterday afternoon. It was a foolish wager and I lost bigtime, man. Now my family will disown me when they found out because they wanted me to use that money to fly to my native country in Asia to meet a good woman. I am 30 and still single and bring much shame upon my family. They call me a piece of shit when I show up for family celebrations alone and my younger cousins who are married with woman laugh at me and they probably think I am closet gay. I am a Muslim so that is very bad stigma. In my native Bangladesh, they kill them. Hell, you drink one fucking beer and you get flogged, especially during Ramadan.
I am also very overweight from eating too much sesame candy and sweet rice. I need to work out more, but my boss has me working around 70 hours per week at my computer programming firm and I am just so damned tired to do it. Life is very bad.