When i was younger, my mother thought she was a vampire she used 2 kill my cats i had, my father adventually left her and got married to someone else and had another kid, I tryed getting along w. them for years i couldent stop getting jealous of him, my dad always told me i lived in fantasys i thought i was anothy from the sopronos and i had a black caddolack people told me i was sick in the head, i used to think hitler was in my basement and that he told me where to take over, then i thought i was in the kkk, then in the crips my dad finally got sick of my bullshit and told me never to come back or see him again i cryed so much that day, idk whats wrong w. me in the head i always thinks im something im not, i have a gf named mandy shes always gets home wicked late at night, she always has these bruises all over her body she tells me that she falls alot, and says that her friend rony that truck driver always brings her to mcnonalds and buys her w.e she wants off the dollar menu, i dont have the money to do that for her, i was arrested like a month ago i broke into a snack bar in a little league baseball field i was bored, i told my dad that i broke into a clinic and beat some lady up, i cant stop lieing and making up storys id ont understand whats wrong w. me anymore i tryed 2 kill myself the other night, but i stopped myself, i have no friends or family even my step brother hates my guts, idk what 2 do anymore please help me someone... :( | |
But plz do not ever try to kill yourself because remeber that life is precious and its once
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