Everything started out shit, bad childhood, beaten by my now dead father, saw my grandad die, mum couldn't afford to buy new and trandy clothes(always 2nd hand) bullied in school for being overweight. Trying to come to terms with my sexuality at the age of 10 knowing that i liked guys better than girls. No one helping me through bereavement..........
Then things got better, made new friends, got a full- time job, was enjoying life to the max, met my boyfriend...... couldn't get better.
Now moved to england to keep boyfriend happy and been here for nearly 2 years now and just got worse. I feel so alone, it took me 1 year to get a job, several potential employers wouldn't hire me cause i'm scottish, goverment wouldn't help cause I was not a priority case, and i lost all my friends. I have 'bout 5 people i can actually call "friend". I get used all the time for money or a scapegoat. I managed to get a job that i hate, I have over 10 years of management experience, hospitality experience, applied for a management position with-in the company which i have over 5 years experince in and was told that i wasn't good enough and gave it to a 'little' girl who never worked before in her life and doesn't speak english properly..... doesn't know a damn thing 'bout managing a team...... when asked why she was better
"because we need young women as customer's respond better with them"
WHAT A CROCK OF HORSE-SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now i can't get a higher position, i don't want to make myself unemployed and most of all i miss my family and friends, but don't want to leave my partner? | |
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