I am tierd of living from day to day.. I can't get a good job because I have an extensive felony record... And I have a lot of tattoos( I am a Tattoo artist)... Business is slowing down I have tried everything to get people to come in... I work at a reputable shop In a good part of town... I am constantly 2-3 months behind on everything... I also have a pregnant girlfriend... She has a job but it's with a friend filing papers so not much help... I have a good job lined up in seattle but I can't go because my gf cries and cries about leaving friends and family... This job would be able to fix everything and we could live a decent life... But no... We are moving into my friends house to try and save money but what's going to happen when it's time to move out again... After turning on all the utilities.. First and last months deposit and pet deposit we will more then likely be right back where we started only now we have a kid ... How is moving in with my friend going to change anything.... Every logical and rational idea I come up with she shoots it down... I refuse to raise a child living day to day.... I am so stressed I'm starting to have small panic attacks crazy chest pains and in my left arm.... Of course there is no money for me to get checked out... If I could get this job in Seattle there would be no problems... I could take care of everything.... I'm starting to get hateful feelings twords her( not the baby).... She won't stop smoking weed or ciggerets... I can't talk to her about anything without her freaking out... I know her body is going crazy and the whole hormone thing but damn... I know this may not sound that bad but what am I supposed to do... I have even noticed a difference In how I act twords my BEST friend that we are moving in with...I just want her to see the importance of preparing for the future even more now that we are expecting...... | |
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Ps: your girlfriends smoking is not good for the baby.
Gudluck
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