I feel like I don't belong in this world. I can never be myself around anyone I'm not really intimate friends with. I feel like such an idiot as I walk by myself to and from classes. I'm working with people I know I'll just leave a bad impression on. Everywhere I go, I think I'm being misjudged because I can't show my extroverted side around 95% of the people I know. I can't show my interesting side. The people, particularly the person, who I thought were true friends and cared and made me happy, they just let me down. So many misunderstandings. I feel alone, depressed, miserable. My soulmate, if you want to call him that, we have so much love yet we don't ever talk, we pretend it's not there, and we've never acknowledged any of it for three years. I generally feel like crap - rainy weather, people who speak in cold tones to me, people who seem to dislike me for seemingly no reason at all, lack of friends, lack of comfort, gone are all the things I appreciate in life, I'm sick, I let myself down. | |
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