LIFE SUCKS

if it could happen it has

Think of growing up in an abusive alcohalic's home, parent's divorced by 12yrs of age, mother with whom you live going through her 2nd youth, father denying your existance, not knowing what the hell your doing...enter a college program no one in your family supports...upon recieving your degree, become pregnant and unable to find a position within your field and knowing your childs father will never support his child...fastfood management sucks, but it paid the bills...then finding your dream man...who doesn't want children...moving to a completely different state to support a family member whom never supported you...to be left behind in that state by the one you went there for...marrying a man in that state that becomes a heavy drinker, addicted to porn, beat you, threatens to kill you after the honeymoon year is over...oh honey, it will never happen again, lets go to counciling... not knowing what to do because you've had another child with him by then, and there is nobody you feel you can turn to...living 16 years of constant belittling and abuse, because, "the kids will be better off if I stay, it's the right thing, we can make this work"... because your daughter is diagnosed bipolar and your son ADHD... you spend most of your time taking them to their multiple counciling appointments...sure to take care of everyone but yourself...your daughter stops taking her meds, left home, dropped out of school, gets hooked on drugs, lives off others, and ends up being taken advantage of by a muslim family who takes her to Jordan to marry a brother she had never met, to whom she is still married...still living off others, back home, and has gone through multiple boyfriends, I no longer keep count...Divorce hit after 16 years as sanity enters...encourage by the dream man whom never wanted children, going to a fertility clinic, to give his wife twins...son wanting to live with his father, boys will be boys, and very much the carbon copy...no money, no job, no family, nobody wants to hire a old housewife here...and those my friends, are just the high lights...