Hello, I am a 15 year old guy. My life sucks. I have serious heart conditions most often seen in 70+ year old men and I cannot exercise. So I am overweight. I also have Kawasaki disease (look it up if you want) and asthma.
I have a s**tty father who won't parent his children, so I am the other parent. My mother is constantly tired and sleeps all the time, so I have to watch my 4 younger siblings often. I am only allowed out of the house when we go grocery shopping or on the rare occasion of driving through a forest preserve. I have few friends. And the few friends I have don't really like me. (Ex. My heart bothered me during lunch and one of them laughed at me) I've never dated, never had a girl like me (I don't think), and I've only been outside without my parents once. My mother is overbearing, my father is a lazy s**t and my siblings are all restless because they never leave our 2 bedroom apartment. I sleep in a closet. The closet to the 2nd bedroom, which hosts 3 of my siblings. The other bedroom hosts my parents and youngest sibling.
I own almost nothing. I have a DS and that's about it. We have a Wii, but no games, and a japanese PS2 which only my father can read.
I am 50 percent japanese, 50 percent german. What racist comment can you think of? -_-
All of our furniture was broke by our neighbor's child. My mother decided she'd babysit, and then the child ripped our couch and loveseat, broke our beds, and broke 2 chairs.
I feel like everything wrong in our family is my fault. I have no clue how but I feel it is my fault.
We are so far in debt that I can't even make a joke about it.
I am in high classes, but, like an idiot, I want to be a chef, when I could be dreaming of a high end upperclass job that could eliminate our debt quickly.
I am called smart, but the only things I'm "good" at are singing and cooking.
I have a short temper, little patience, and I think I'm depressed. Thank you for letting me blow off some steam. | |
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