yeah. my life sucks form stacks of reasons. some of which i do not yet fathom and gives me the shits just thinking about it.
they say that the teen years are the best we have. well if this is the best there is in my life time. my life is shit. i spend most of my time alone and have very little or no confidence in myself and and pritty quick to withdraw. then again i was the "other son' in the family as my old brother is a well off traffic controller and my little brother is a smart super human with ultra freaken strenght in footy. they are praised by the outside world so much and im just some other kid that know one really notices untill he et pissed of from being the outsider and alone for so long he clicks regarly and is seen as a aggressive one.
girls are a bit of a issue but not a predominate one. i have no problem except for this one girl. had a thing for since little years. problem is she doesnt know or care about me and chances are shes taking a dick by some random as you read this.
some times it seems people get it easy. but they complain about the most stupid things and get all sad pants about it. but how am i meant to carry on when know one loves you, you have know sense of direction in life and that 'go get life' bullshit is just a gate way to things going even more south and you wake up to a shittier morning every morning waiting for a break when it doesn't come and keeps going down hill from there. | |
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