Alright. Everything sucks for me because everyone, YES everyone, in my school thinks i am a slut. Maybe 20 people that hardly know the real me think im not. I am called a slut because my ex boyfriend went and told a bunch of people that im a slut and i slept with a guy while dating him, i did not. My friends hate me, wanna know why? Ok, for starters i had a friend named Julia. Ive known her since grade 4, we have this "Clan" Its me, Julia, Loocy, and Saliha we're all best friends, well used to be. Julia was saying many things about Loocy so i told loocy, and she stopped being friends with her which concluded Saliha and Julia to hate me. (Saliha sided with Julia) SO it was just Loocy and i. Until Julia told Loocy i said a bunch of stuff, so now i have no friends. My grades in school all range in the 50 percentile, (im in highschool grade 10) and I am a very intelligent person and i dont know how that happened. My dad hates me at the moment, and the guy i love left me. I have no one to trust and no one to be friends with, everything sucks. My family is a big joke, we all lie to eachother to act as if we're all fine with eachother; we are not. My family does not care about my mother and i, as when my step dad of 7 years left my mom and i and he cheated on her, and none of my family members bothered to ask if we were ok from his leave. We were supposed to move to Port Elgin but thats not happening anymore. Im switching schools, trying to anyways to have a new start. Ive tried to kill myself multiple times, and my mom seems to not care about my feelings. No one does except for my friend Steve and my ex boyfriend whom im still great friends with, Tim. Two people care. No one else does. Everyone thinks so low of me and i think there is no point to life, i mean i wasnt even supposed to be born! My mom went on birth control yet she still had me. My parents got divorced when i was 4. Oh and i lost my virginity to the guy who spread malicious lies about me around the school, which caused me to get in a physical fight with someone. My life doesnt suck that much, im just alone and have nothing to show for anything! :) | |
my husband we have to do everything. he help me wash and change her nappy when he back from work. My husband sister she keep all mother pension whit her self and just give me £40 every week in the last 3 month for me taking care mother in-law. she thiks I'm Thai lady stupid but I'm not I do everythings becuase I love my mother in-law and I'm got no mom no dad I come to England becuase I love my husband and want to make family wiht hem.I know about care around most give more than £40 but I don't know how to do?
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