Trouble is always finding me! I was BORN into trouble. As a child, I remember sitting in the dentist's office, being poked and drilled due to an issue in my dental structure. Although those days are over, I still have two hideous fangs by my front teeth that kill my pictures. I suffer from constant acne that ruins my image. I have visited a doctor yet the issue always returns. Worst of all, I am gay! My family HATES gays and I know that I can't tell them. My closest friend is loneliness. Last year, I became friends with the new guy at school. He was absolutely the most gorgeous thing I had ever seen! Well, by the end of the year, he had totally rejected me and became friends with all the popular people. He has dated every single slut in the school, and everytime ge gets a new girlfriend, my heart brakes. I know he's straight but I love him more than anything in the world, even though he now pays no attention to me. Okay, beyond these shallow misfortunes, my dad and I have never gotten along. He has always treated me like trash! No one can fully understand me, as I cannot understand myself! I have no technical
skills, therefore, getting a 'real world,' job is impossible. Currently, I enjoy art. However, my interests and proffesions are constantly changing, so as for what my future will be, I am oblivious. I am a wretch!! | |
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