i am drunk, i will probably regret this. i think i will always be alone. i would love to have a wonderful girlfriend. i feel like i need to feel good about myself before i get a girl. i feel shit because of money problems and i have a poorly paid job (i am grateful though to have a job), i have always lacked confidence and even now at 38 can't see that changing, though i want to.
i have no drive in me, i get easily stressed. i need a woman, but i feel shit about myself. i have moved back in with my dad for the last three years cos i don't earn any good money. i feel like a child compared to other people my age. they have done so much more are braver, smarter. iv'e been on a few dates lately but have not worked out. the women iv'e dated have there own places, good jobs and are on good money, even though ive got on with them i feel rubbish about myself, i cant believe i could ever be in their situation. i have never had a good sexual relationship with a woman, i want a woman, relationship etc. the little sexual experience iv'e had has been pretty rubbish. im not gay, i definetly know i like women. i regret so much, i wanna forget and move on but it just comes back. | |
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