I am sixteen years old, fat, ugly,the daughter of a mentally unstable mother, isolated from all my friends, and as close to depressed as you can get. My life started sucking in November of 2009. When my mom started whispering and telling secrets to my 13 year old sister and telling me it was nothing.When I found out my mom was going to leave my dad, I asked her nicely if she would stop telling megan everything about this.She blew up and starting screaming your the one and starting coming after me.She called my crazy grandparents who I have had to call about to the police several times because they came after her.The first time was when I was five and my siter was only two.So I ran to my neightbors hosue after my mom screamed at me and I spent the last day of chistmas break there.Days before my mom was giving me gifts and I brought her an expensive gift.She said she wanted me to go to a foster home and I was an ungrateful child. I later found out that my mom thought my dad was sexually abusing me and she was turning my sister aganist me. My mom filed a report with the police department and I was forced to go to a counselor who asked me really private questions while a bunch of police were on the other side of the wall listening to everything I was saying.I told the cousnelor this is stupid and my dad is a great father who would never to that.I haven't even been kissed. My mom told me she thought he was doing this on camping trips and every night.The camping trip thing is crazy cause my mom and my sister where with me every second and they never saw anything.The report was later thrown out because of no evidence.I was even tested for signs of sexual assualt and known where found.Things didnt get better after my parents got divorced.My sister lived in an apartment with my mom and they moved 4 times in a year and half. She was barely passing the 8th gradde. They slept in the car several times because of demons in the apartment.My mom went out partying all the time and brought my sister to bars and she saw people having sex at only 13. She used my dads life savings and my college money to buy a new car, new clothes, and the chance to live life without a job. My mom constantly complains to megan and treats her like a friend and the one time I did visit she left after one hour. My sister was hit by mom several times but she still stayed because my mom said she would kill herself if she left her. My sister finally couldnt take it anymore. She told me to stop complaining and that she would rather die than deal with all this stress.I know my sisters was not suicidal but my mom called 911 and sent her to a mental hospital. The policemen who took her there cused at her. After a five day stay there the counselors there said she wasnt suicdial and that she just wanted out.They recommanded that my mom get medication and that she not go home with my mom. The nurses there were distrubed by mom and they thought they were going to have to take her to the mental hospital for a stay.In the end the stupid hospital still let my sister go home with my mom and my mom is not on medication. I told my mom how I felt today and now I am not allowed at her hosue anymore.She thinks I should aplozie for telling her how I feel.She has yet to fully aplogize for what she has done. | |
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