LIFE SUCKS

Hard luck find me everywhere

My present situation may be better than many people but what i go thru my life everyday sucks big time.I m 28 with no source of income live with my parents and have a wife to support and recently just had a son.I really wasnt ready to become a parent but my family and my wife wanted it so i had to eventually gave in.I started my own business of construction but it bombed and i cant go now to find a job or anything coz i dont have a degree.I want to pursue my studies but with work pressure and trying to survive all the time it has become really hard.I really want to move out coz we live in a joint family with my dads younger brother and his family and i dont have good terms with him so there is a lot of friction and my dad always supports him i dont know y so now i have started having friction with him too.Plus being in a joint family also means that one cannot do so many things which one wishes. Right now i cannot even enjoy father hood coz all of the tensions i have in my head.I have never done anything wrong but always end up of having the stick end of life.I dont want to die, i pray to god everyday and just want things to fall little in place so i can also show to the world that i am capable of doing so many things.i really dont have a best friend or someone who i could talk about it openly wish just some opportunity comes my way and i am able to survive in this world and help also those who go thru bad period in their lives.