LIFE SUCKS

10 reason i hate my life.

1. I'm ugly.
I'm never happy with the way i look, no matter what i do to my hair or to my fashion for clothes.
2. I'm a girl.
Dont get me wrong, I love the make-up, the hair, the clothes and i dont wish to be a guy either but chicks go through a lot more personal issues then dudes.
3.No one cares.
I have a family and friends and i'm semi-popular but when your family is abusive and your friends are back-stabbing and popularity only cames from what you bring to skool or your protection against others it tends to get stressing.
4. I went through... issues.
Not as in Mental hospital but......... rape.
5. Everyone expects things from me.
I'm supposed to be the good child. Top of the line grades, marrying and getting pregnant the right way. But if i were to ruin that. Where would that leave me?
6. Cant keep bad thoughts away.
There is no way possible to not reapeat everything on this list over and over again.
7. I can do better.
I know i can do better in life, acedemics, attidude but theres no ability in me to do that.
8. Parents are divorced
Ever since i heard my parents getting divorced i have been slightly depressed.
9. Have a small Anxiety Disorder.
Recently learned that i am suffering with a minor Anxiety Disorder caused from the slight depression.
10. I feel people lie.
Lieing to my face is the worst thing anyone can do to me. And it seems to me that everyone does that every single day! They say i'm pretty and i should be a model when i know that it's not true. I get that i'm being a little paranoid and that i'm thinking really stupid but that just how i feel.
SO THERE.