LIFE SUCKS

I just wanna moan

Well my life started by being adopted and not having medical history, which is stupid as people get a birthcert for a horse or a service history for a second hand car as u can tell i havent even got a birthcert. About 14 years ago (i am now 32)i developed diabetes then in the last 5 years i developed diabetic rethanophy and november 12 months i lost my left eye am on insulin a very high dose and have a hernia and neoraphity in my feet, hypertension and high colestoral then the Doc discovered i hava a rare liver condition on top of every thing else. I am also registered blind and feel trapped i have good friends but they dont know the full extent of my problems as i dont want to become a burden i try to show the positive side but i suffer from Depression and am bi polar 2 i cannot use litium as a medication as it effects all the other medication i am on and the Diabetes would be effected i have got home help but what i need is a counsellor to help me but they are so expensive and i am not as able to get out to see one. Rant over. thanks for reading :-)Lisa