Okay, so I had a off and on relationship with a girl for the past four years. Even though it was off and on, we both loved each other very much. We did have our problems though like most couples do; we argued a lot. She pretty much couldn't handle the arguing anymore. She met someone who she liked a lot, but she wasn't too sure she wanted to get together with him. I honestly loved her enough, that I told her that if this guy truly made her happy, she should go for it. So she did; naturally, I was sad. The real problem came shortly after about a month they were together. It turns out she was pregnant, and it's mine. So she doesn't tell the guy she's with what is going on. She decided that she was going to have an abortion. I made it clear to her that if she didn't want to raise a kid I would totally be up for it, and she wouldn't have to be involved in any way. Still, she did what she did. On the day of the abortion she pretty much went behind everyones back, but mine and had this abortion. I picked her up from the clinic, and took care of her till the drugs wore off. Aside from that things haven't been so great. I'm not happy with school even though my grade are great. I'm 22 years old, and I don't have a real flow of income(looking for work). After the abortion the only friend I've made in this city was raped, and shorty afterwards, she became suicidal and was committed because she was a danger to herself. My friends here kind of suck. Also, luck with girls after her has been funny, and even before and in between her. I'm not gonna lie I'm a pretty good looking guy, but I have tendency of pushing girls away, on purpose for the most part. I just can't seem to find a girl I'm actually interested in, and if I do she's taken. Also, I'm just not interested in life(not suicidal). I just can't find anything obtainable that makes me happy. | |
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