Fucked by Life | | Posted by anonymous at April 28, 2011 | | Tags: Appearance 2011 April Attitude |
when i was 8 years old i got into a serious accident that disfigured my entire face. I completed elementary school and went on to high school had lots of friends both guys and girls wonderful time the condition of my face never caused any problems and did i mention that i am seriously overweight? well i am 310 pounds of pure wasted space on this earth everything went well i had good social skills and what not although i had no girlfriend but i had a few close friends that were girls. I did well at High School started at a prominent College and that is were it went down hill for me it was as if i never could have fit in there at all i was constantly stared at and made fun of and the the girls were really pretty and they only liked the footballers and basket ballers I had three friends and the rest of guys were really good looking guys and never hung out with me i really felt like a loser in college . I dropped out and it made matters worse the expectance of Par Excellence from my parents and the pressure of my siblings who are well educated.
I am currently 21 years old looking for a job never had a girlfriend never had sex i have no self confidence and esteem and i don't even know how to ask a girl out i am an Ideal loser i see no future for my self and await 2012. I feel like a fat ugly loser who has never achieved anything in life and it really gets to me everytime i watch my disfigured face and i really hate my self. |
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The only force stronger than steam, electricity or atomic energy is human will. - Albert Einstein
Like the others said you can start a diet and exercise. It would help a lot, you will feel better for your body. I am getting depressed often and I have low self-esteem too and I feel uncomfortable to go to the gym, that's why I take long walks in parks, forests etc, you can also take a bicycle and go around your city.
For the face problem you can try different hair styles or try to have a beard. It is much easier for a guy to hide his face ;)
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