I don't want to live anymore I just want to lay down and die. Give my life to something dieing that wants to live. I hate myself I hate my life. I tryed to kill myself several times and I can't even do that right. Meds aren't helping I want to get a gun get drunk and end it all but I will probably screw that up and become a vegetable. I want to be loved and love someone | |
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Do you have people anyone.
CO-workers?
Anyone. You'll often find online people are very willing to listen.
LOVE: Comes in many, MANY different ways. Even friends love each-other in some way.
Believe me when I say not all is lost.
i hate life to
life is meaningless
it really pisses me off, when people put optimistic comments because it feels like they have no fucking clue what we are going through
there is nothing to live for at all so who cares that we dye
it like they dont give a shit about us till we are gone or we get into trouble
My wife works in an emergency room and has a couple of awful stories of people who made their lives far worse by botched suicides.
To illustrate:
- Brain damage due to oxygen deprivation after attempted suicide by hanging.
- Failed shotgun to the mouth suicide attempt (shudder!)
Not trying to scare anyone (I often ponder suicide myself), but these stories really put me off.
Well i am in a similar position right now but its a bit different because i am simply tired and want to lay down and sleep and spend eternity in my dreams or afterlife like that
I have contemplated cuicide for much longer than I can remember and for some time I tried to ferget about it because of my own two children. But now I don't know anymore... I hate my job, I hate everyone at my job. I would probably lose my job anyway soon. I have lots of debt and will probably lose everything I have because of this. So...
At the end all I can think of is to put a noose around my neck and jump. MY two children will probably be better of without me because I fucked up with my step children too...
I will probably not come back to this site even to check on any replies be cause I think I will end it all before the end of this weekend...
If there is a God, may He forgive me for this
He'll make everything better...you dont see that right now..But trust me...One day this world will end..Well your world will end..Where are you going when you die??..just think about that for a second...and then tell me the reason why your going to that place when you die...you CAN go to heaven...all you have to do is exept that Jesus Christ died on the cross for the worlds sins...including you and all you have to do is exept that He died for you..and believe that you ARE a sinner..And your saved...Is as easy as that...I hope you dont kill yourself God has a specific plan for your life He loves you...And just ending your life is not a good thing..it maby as you think but its not..just wait on God...And if you do get saved..Trust that God knows what Hes doing in your life..It may not make since to you right now..But trust me..IT WILL in the long run..Ive had many friends that have wanted to kill themselves but didnt...And got SAVED!!
It can happen just have a little faith...The bible says...John 3:16
For God so loved the world that He gave His ONLY begotton son that whosoever believes on Him should NOT parish but have EVERLASTING life...I THINK THAT PREETY EXPLANITORY...PLEASE..Dont miss out...Because God will come one day...Will you be Ready?? Thanks! And I hope everything works out for you!! :)
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