Well its been a long a dredfull time, I started with an open mind handing out my resume to any businesses that I could find, that had providen to be an utter waste of both paper and time. It wasn't all that long after collage that I went to an adult education centre to under go training, for Information technology, for now I have a certificate 3, where I should hold a certificate 4 but thanks to the teacher for not marking me off officaly I never revived a complate certificate 4.
I spend the next few years searching, with the stupid hope someone would employe me, sadly I was deeply mistaken to believe this. After a number of interviews that I didn't recive any kind of reply from or some kind of mail marge responce. I wanted to know what was going on, I wasn't getting any help from the government-funded employment services, I spend some weeks with a psychologist doing test to see what is wrong with me, in the end I was told that I have high function autism, I soon learned my body language while in an interview, shows I am not interesated in a job, when I am.
With no career in site, I went back to adult education, I made an attmept to redo my certificates, while the teachers hadn't changed, what went into the certificates, had undergone a huge change. Now when I say nodboy listened to me, I really mean that, for a school to have a tearcher teaching the use of Office 2007 with a brand new book, that we all recived on the first day of class, we should have recived it almost a full week or so before class. The book was not easly understood by the teacher or any of the students in the class. The teacher also had no idea how to use any of the Office 2007 applications, so that was hell.
There was a few other problems in another class, before the class had started, I told the teacher that if I talk out of line or I do something I shouldn't, tell me up front, now everyone else in the call new what is wrong with me and that I need to be told up front if I am being annoying, this didn't happen and only caused major issues in the comming weeks.
Mixed with getting behind in my class work, from waiting for help and problem with some, namily a studint who loved talking about beastalty vidoes he had seen, (which are Illegal here) everything came to one point, a sit down with the team leader. He was nice to bring up other options for me to complete the classes i was in, else where in the state or online, I agreed with both, he contuned on with sating, sorry I can't help you and walked away.
See what I mean about no body listening to me.
My employment agency who also paid for me, come along to sit down at the i.e. school, themselves didn't like what was said nor how I was treaded, so that went down the drain.
For the last few years I have been talking to others about my joyfull luck, all I seen to get are people who THINK I am not trying as hard as I should be, now I have left out a lot of things, but without the early start to a career in my life its no longer worth trying, sometimes I feel its not worth living.
So what have I done, I have volunteered at Community Centres and helped people here and there, what I do is repair computers. Repairing computers is something I am really good at, I don't see why I havn't been able to get a bloody job doing this, since I fix systems that the so called professional can't understand to fix. Once I was given a laptop that wouldn't work, you couldn't install any operating system on it. What had happend to the laptop was very simple, the laptop had an RAM upgrade then a memory problem occurred, so for some unknown resion the BIOS was flashed and upgraided, this caused the system to become unstable and become nothing more then a paper waight. Now once I had undone the BIOS flash, I removed a stick of RAM, the laptop worked without a fult, so how on earth could a professional who documented everyhing brack a computer in this way, it is stupid just really stupid. I had done other fixes somewhat like this, but that case was the worsed of them all.
I live in Australia where people are said to be given a go, I would like to have a go, if that is true.
All work I have gotton has been only temporary and always given to me, I have never gotton a good job by myself.
Time can destory walls and people, which I know very well myself. | |
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