Well, I'm a 33 year old male from Indiana. The more I try, the worse things get, so I've kinda given up on having a normal or "successful" adult like. EVERYTIME I take 2 steps forward, I get smacked 10 steps backward. I'm a good hearted person, will help anyone whenever they need help, but these major things keep happening to me to keep me from looking like this lazy bum who has no concept of responsibility! So, here goes: I've been on unemployment for over a year now. I just got convicted of driving while suspended for a 3rd time, because I have over $1,000 worth of fines to pay. I'm now overweight because I've developed a herniated disc in my L5/C1, with Degenerative Disc Disease and the beginning stages of arthritis in my lower back. It hurts, everyday, doing everything. I used to be so active, but now I can't even walk over 1/2 a mile. I don't even want to look for a job because there's no public transportation in my city, and I can't even get there. I have a girlfriend of 6 years and we live together. I've got no clue why she's still with me. We make enough from her job and my unemployment checks to barley keep afloat, but my bills are piling up at a rate so fast that I can't keep up. I have absolutely no idea what step to take first to get my life back to just "normal"! I've contemplated suicide so many times in the last 3 years, but just don't think I could actually go through with it. I don't even know, don't know what to do.... | |
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