I'm bipolar and I'm medicated but it doesn't work. Even though life is good and everything is going as it should I want to kill myself I just don't have the balls. I could be the richest most loved person in the world and still be miserable. I hope I find the courage to cut my losses short and end things without suffering more. | |
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Do not kill yourself. Push that thought out of your mind. Look outside. Look at the trees and the sky and listen to the sounds of the insects. Just live. Even if you have no money to travel, no friends to party with and no family to understand.
The reason why you can't kill yourself is because you are not meant to. You are not meant to kill yourself. There is a reason you ARE alive and who knows what that reason may be. Maybe a girl is waiting out there for you.
Maybe without you, she'll never find a soulmate. However farfetched and ridiculous it sounds it's true. Maybe you are meant to find something or just... I don't know. But you are meant to be alive or you could have died a long time ago.
I believe there is someone for everyone. Not just in a romantic way but also in the sense of a friend. You will find someone who understands and will stay with you. Just pray, even to the Universe, and believe. Believe.
Courage is not taking your life. Courage is finding the will to live on, regardless of how bad your life is. Be brave and be a hero. Be your own hero. Be life's hero. Be my hero.
Well, I don't know. But it seems to me that we can't really say if something is "meant to be". Nothing is "meant to be" - it happens because something makes it happen. I mean, how is it that one day a person can be truly saying "I love you, I'm only meant to be with you. I can't be happy with anyone else", but let's say he and the girl break up for some reason, probably a mistake caused by the girl, and then the boy learns to move on - He can find another girl and be happy with her, if they both understand each other emotionally.
What I'm saying is - it's US .. OURSELVES .. who need to ACT. If you want something to happen, you have to MAKE it happen. You have to work on it. Whether it's a relationship, career success, friendship, or cleaning your car - you can't just sit and say "if it's meant to be, it'll happen", instead you have to get up, do what you believe you need to, and make it happen.
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