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My lonely, miserable, abominable existence

Posted by Monster at March 31, 2011
Tags: Attitude  2011 March

I am a monster. I don't belong in this world. I grew up never knowing my family, if I even had one, and I was found hidden in an alleyway. I was unwanted from the beginning. People have always called me despicable names that have turned out to be true. I live in a dark shack that people think is vacant, with rats and cockroaches. I dare never to show my self, but when ever I'm forced to venture out into the world of man I wear a thick coat with collars turned up and a large cap and I always look down. I have no right to look ahead like everyone else. My live is pure blackness. I writhe in agony in the darkness of my house everyday while people walk passed, never suspecting that an unutterable horror lurks in it. There's a girl I like who works at the local market, but it's wrong for me to like her. I don't have the right. I soil her every time I think of her. I am a blight on this world. A blasphemy to nature. I stay away from the world, if only to save it from my ugliness. Some one put a silver bullet in my head and a stake through my heart.


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Comments:
By anonymous at 10,Apr,11 23:31

What?


By anonymous at 11,Apr,11 01:56

God I love your fucking drama!


By anonymous at 11,Apr,11 09:14

you're a werewolf


By anonymous at 11,Apr,11 18:27

I know I play too many video games, but you would make an awesome orc warrior. You have to eat the rats and cockroaches to get stronger. Once you level up a few times, you could max out your strength attribute, but lower your intelligence to become a bad-assed freak. Think of Toxie from the Toxic Avenger.


By anonymous at 11,Apr,11 18:27

okay, you have me freaked out now- please tell me you are just a random wanna-be author...
By anonymous at 11,Apr,11 23:12

Alas I wish I were.
By anonymous at 12,Apr,11 10:19

your alas betrayed you


By at 11,Apr,11 19:24

How'd you get access to a computer ???
By Monster at 11,Apr,11 23:12

I have internet running to the house.


By anonymous at 12,Apr,11 01:07

pics or it didn't happen


By anonymous at 12,Apr,11 16:32

you provide good comic relief :D


By anonymous at 12,Apr,11 17:59

lol


By anonymous at 15,Apr,11 00:46

You're Mr. Plinkett!
By anonymous at 18,Apr,11 08:58

Is he going to send a pizza roll or not?


By anonymous at 28,Aug,11 09:10

you aren't a monster and whoever didn't want you was f'd up with their own problems, it wasn't personal (even though it's normal to feel that way). I'm sorry that you were abandoned though and you deserve a better life/home, and to feel better about yourself. can you talk to someone, anyone and maybe get help from a counselor?


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That iisnght would have saved us a lot of effort early on.


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