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Why does God hate me?

Posted by ME at March 28, 2011
Tags: 2011 March  Philosophical

I feel like the past 4 years God has been using me like a piece of tissue to wipe his ass crack. Why? I didn't do anything to him. In fact, all I did was try to make good decisions, and keep my head up when ish came my way, and keep my eyes on the prize when people were trying to push me down, and even just be a good person and treat people well. But person after person seemingly randomly out of thin air just comes along trying to shit on me like I did something to them. I try to make moves and they go nowhere. When life just feels like too much I just try to keep putting one foot in front of the other, and eventually I may feel a little better, but the facts of life remain the same. People keep telling me that things will get better but then they don't. People keep telling me that I'll get this and that and the other thing or something great will happen or whatever, but it doesn't. I wish they would just shut the hell up with their prophesying I am sick to death of hearing about it. And no I can't be thankful or joyful, about the only thing I have to be thankful for is that I'm not homeless, and yes I do recognize that it could get worse, but it only seems like a ticking time bomb to me, not something to be joyful about. I really don't know what I'm doing wrong. Although now I have come to realize that just because something bad happens doesn't mean I did something wrong. Okay, but to be kept down like this for so so long... what is that all about? I don't get it. As far as I see it, the rest of my life isn't going to be that great anyway, but could you at least allow me to function? Like a normal person? Why do you keep giving me shit?


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By anonymous at 08,Apr,11 06:22

Kill yourself, death is the only way to peace.
By anonymous at 11,Aug,11 06:15

Go fuck your self!
By anonymous at 11,Aug,11 06:19

Yourself. Oops, made a mistake. Perhaps I should take your advice?
By anonymous at 01,Nov,11 17:26 Fold Up

Wow - you are an ass
By anonymous at 12,Jan,12 22:42

you're only saying that because everything he said was true. i feel the same way, and people say shit like, it's gonna be ok, oh sure
By Joey at 13,Aug,11 12:16 Fold Up

no not so then thers hell aftewards..thats what keeps me from doing it in
By anonymous at 15,Sep,11 21:06

Suicide is a coward's way out.
By loco loc at 12,Oct,11 18:42

suicide iz not a cowardz way out suicide iz the relief from the world and everyone in it tormenting someone i blame no one that commitz suicide cuz itz not their fault itz the worldz for giving the person more than they can bear
By anonymous at 15,Oct,11 04:45

Anonymous on 9/15/11... you're a fool! Suicide is total cowardess. Man up (or woman up..?) and keep looking forward. Much of life is choosing your own path and actually trying for it. Find a support system. I will gladly befriend anyone in that much need. With suicide you take the easy way out leaving your family and friends to mourn and torment themselves with thoughts of what they did wrong.
By anonymous at 26,Oct,11 05:14

True to life as a punching bag, but sooner or later that punching bag is going to turn into a wild animal. So when that wild animal is trap between a wall and a hard place and like those news of domestic violence, another wild animal is put to sleep. We are not blessed with support system that is available or not. The key is your own belief that your choice is the right decision. after all your own will is going to determine whether you life is good or bad. It's nurture vs nature and like drug user celebrity families, their offspring are meet with death. Versus the same family that weren't discovered, then having to work 24/7 not able to see their offspring. Which ultimately made them depress and resulted in a suicide. Again it is not where you were born into, but the nurture to the person that can make something of their path.
By anonymous at 22,Nov,11 19:41 Fold Up

but I never felt happiness in my life but for only some couple of minutes for ex i wanted to join hockey but unfortunately I messed up becuse they said that it costs about $1200 for making the team and $450 for ice time that means the time we use to play in ice. over all I am an unfortunate guy being hopeless but I dont know the reason but i am facing difficulties and embrassment in my life think god hates me or in other words thinking positively he would be testing me but however i am an unfortunate
By anonymous at 02,Feb,12 23:28 Fold Up

really? you think suicide is cowardis? let me see you cut 3-4 inches deep and enjoy it. let me see you pull the trigger. its not cowardis, most people tremble at the sight of a gun pointed in their face wile suiciders laugh. the way i see it they were intellegent enough to realise the this world we live in is not worth the trouble. i mean when you playing a game and you get mad and quit nothing is wrong with that, well this game is life. and btw most the time people who commit suicide have shitty abusive family. otherwise would they kill thereself with a good home and people who do more than say "i love you"?
By anonymous at 11,Feb,12 02:13 Fold Up

The truth is that we are all too selfish to actually do anything that will truly help anyone in a way that will change their life. Yea we give at Christmas to the red kettles, we help our friends out, but let me ask you this, when was the last time you helped an enemy out? When was the last time that you did good for someone who could give a crap about you? Try that before you tell me life sucks and that God is a dick. All true, but lets be honest, very few of us really do enough to make a difference, including God. Sorry.
By anonymous at 11,Feb,12 15:03 Fold Up

No duh he/she said they tried very hard to put steps forward even in the darkness but there wasn't much of any reward. I can see why they would want to do suicide I have a few times befor too but I am so young and I wanna live life to the fullest, even when things get real bad. Life is always a challenge- and the only real relief is heaven-- but my mom told me that people who commit suicide go to hell forever cuz they murdered a living thing (even if it waz themself,) and if they murder a living thing, it's against the Ten Commandments. I'm not sure if that's totally true but I dont want to take any chances into going to hell. And neither would you. So dont give up! Pray to Jesus. He will always love and support you, no matter what! I promise. :)
By anonymous at 26,Oct,11 15:27 Fold Up

I agree. Why do people blame people who attempt suicide and make thier lives harder when all they wanted was just some peace in the first place
By anonymous at 17,Feb,12 19:28 Fold Up

Suicide is not only not cowardess it is sometimes the bravest thing you can do. I have nothing to look forward to and God has taken my entire family from me. I am in a finacial disaster. I am sick and I need back surgery but don't dare get it for fear I can no longer work. All I have left after my wonderful husband died are my dogs. I will do my best to outlive them and then I am gone. I see a psychiatrist(doesn't work) a therapist (bunch of bull) I see a pain specialist and a regular doctor for my newest joy high blood pressure. I believe god gave us suicide as the way out when he gave us more than we can bear in life. That crap in the bibile about him not doing that is just crap.
By anonymous at 04,Nov,11 12:00 Fold Up

bullshit, most people tolerate crappy lives BECAUSE they don't have the guts to end the misery by their own action....evet look down the barrel of a gun? it takes courage to pull the trigger
By anonymous at 24,Jan,12 10:50

yea i don't have the guts to kill myself,I've sat on the bed with the gun in my mouth or to my head several times and could not do it.I'm not scared of the pain, i'm just scared there's nothing waiting for me........
By anonymous at 11,Feb,12 15:03 Fold Up

True.
By anonymous at 18,Oct,11 10:05 Fold Up

your a heartless Fool,
By anonymous at 23,Nov,11 23:44 Fold Up

Some people are born dicks, I can see you've perfected it.

If I were "nice" I'd say "May God bless you and keep you free from pain." Well I'm not are I hope you get every malady mentioned here as well as all the mental pain folks here are dealing with. Your mother must be so proud. Oh lets find out, you didn't really think posting as ananymous really hid your IP did you? Enjoy your subscription to NAMBLA as well as all the other mags we signed you up for.
By anonymous at 11,Feb,12 15:05

WOW U SOUND SO MUCH LIKE A BITCH. HOW ABOUT WE "FIND OUT?"
By anonymous at 11,Feb,12 15:06 Fold Up

U R SUCH A DEVIL, SAYING THINGS LIKE THAT TO SOMEONE IN CRISIS.
By anonymous at 13,Dec,11 08:29 Fold Up

WHAT A TERRIBLE RESPONSE TO MAKE TO SOMEONE, ARE YOU AN IDIOT?
By anonymous at 05,Jan,12 05:22 Fold Up

your a scumbag for posting such a suggestion, i hope karma kicks you in the teeth for saying such a horrible thing to someone in crisis.
By anonymous at 12,Jan,12 22:37

he dosn't even have karma anyway


By anonymous at 12,Jan,12 13:00

Please hold on. Please hang on. I am going through the same thing in my life for years. People like you and people like me need each other for the purpose of building each other up. I would recommend you not be filthy in your communication, but at the same I admire your honesty with how you feel. Try your best not to reveal your feelings to so-called church people. Many of them are very self-righteous and in many ways do not understand the love of God. I am a believer in Jesus Christ and I rely on Jesus' blood to cleans me of all my sins and to save me with eternal life. Please hang on...regardless of how you feel, always confess your sins to God. Always break through your Job-like experience and feelings to give thanks for the good. I have to do this all the time. My life is like a tragic joke most of the time; regardless of how godly, wise, prepared, disciplined, energized, prayed up, studied up I am, positive, things alway fail for me, but yet I'm still being sustained for some reason. Please hang on. Please confess your sins. PLease give thanks and continue to be honest with your Creator without being disrespectful to Him. I will not be a Christianese speaker and lie to you by saying "...Oh, everything will be fine...". I will say, however, that we were created to serve Him..the question is finding out what that is. I'm sure you know that, just as I know it. I feel for you and I hurt with you. Do your best and hang on, please.
By anonymous at 18,Jan,12 20:45

well said
By anonymous at 11,Feb,12 02:20 Fold Up

I am so sick of this hang on, Jesus loves you crap. I love my dog. I feed her every day; I look out for her; I comfort her with my physical presence when she is hurting. THAT IS WHAT LOVE IS. I CHALLENGE GOD TO SHOW ME THE KIND OF LOVE THAT I SHOW MY DOG. HE HAS ALL THE POWER AND NONE OF THE RESPONSIBILITY. I NEED GOD TO BLESS ME WITH A CUP THAT OVERFLOWS. I GIVE AND GIVE AND GIVE AND HE CHALLENGES US TO PUT HIM TO THE TEST ON THIS ISSUE AND HE WILL RECIPROCATE. THAT IS A LIE. I DID PUT HIM TO THE TEST AND HE FAILED. NOW I AM BITTER AND BROKEN AND UNWILLING TO PUT FORTH THE EFFORT BECAUSE I BELIEVE THAT GOD HATES ME AND NOTHING I DO WILL CHANGE THAT. I TRULY BELIEVE THAT ONLY AN ACT OF GOD WILL HELP ME BECAUSE MY BEEF IS WITH GOD. IF ANY OF YOU CAN ACTUALLY GET HIM TO ANSWER A PRAYER, SEND MINE TO HIM.
By anonymous at 17,Feb,12 19:32

I also believe God hates me. From the time I was sexually avused by a family member as a child to taking my father from me at 5 years old and leaving me with a not kind mother then taking my only refuge from her at the age of 9 until I fould my wonderful husband who has now also taken from me along with my mother, daughter and grandson. I am alone and my suicide would cause no one any hurt. I am just trying to hang on for my dogs because I don't want them left alone to suffer as I have. I love them more than God ever cared for me.


By anonymous at 20,Jan,12 19:47

there is no god. He has abandoned and sent us all to our own oblivion. he's not a savior, he's a whimsical coward who'd rather listen on deaf ears than help his children. as for my own personal opinion...mankind is a plague, one that will be exterminated if continued down this path of tyrannical destruction. we were doomed from the start..theres no stoping the slaughter u and i will all die!!!
By anonymous at 11,Feb,12 02:31

I believe there is a GOD, but I will tell you why I also believe he allows us to suffer. We all suffer, Christians more than pagans, because God doesn't want anyone to believe for the sake of avoiding suffering. If all it took in life to avoid suffering was to believe in God, then we would all believe in God so as to avoid the suffering, but the way things are, we are all required to prove that our belief stems from something pure and genuine, not something shallow and fake. There really is no other way it could've been done once you consider the problem of sin. We were no longer perfect, so we all had to suffer to have a chance to be with God again, lest we all believe for the wrong reasons. At least that is my philosophy on the matter, God is definitely A posteriori in his outlook.


By anonymous at 21,Jan,12 12:11

God has his reasons for what he does and we will never know. Jest have faith and have in your heart, dont be a fake.
By anonymous at 21,Jan,12 23:36

so the reason for me i'm now homeless sick cut off unemployment and no where to go real nice i'm to have faith in him for what i guess he idea for me is to end my life
By anonymous at 02,Feb,12 23:33 Fold Up

ok so jesus is real? god knows al? sees all? does all? then let me say this your philisofical creature you call "God" is therefor responcible for ever child beaten,rape victim, homicide, torture and sucide that has ever happened. yeah nice guy you got going there...
By anonymous at 11,Feb,12 02:36 Fold Up

Faith is the evidence of things hoped for (at least according to the Bible), so personally, I need a little evidence right now. I hope to have enough money that I no longer have to worry about money, because life shouldn't be about it anyway. I hope to have continued good health, and I hope to become a professional poker player, but what does all that matter when there is no evidence of the things for which we hope. Don't tell me to "have a little faith" PUKE!!! IF I HAD A LITTLE FAITH I WOULD HAVE WHAT A HOPE FOR AND I WOULDN'T BE SO DAMN DEPRESSED. DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT FAITH IS??? IT IS WHEN YOU PRAY FOR SOMETHING AND BOOM IT HAPPENS, AND THE ONLY POSSIBLE, EVEN LOGICAL, EXPLANATION IS THAT GOD INTERVENED AND ANSWERED YOUR PRAYER. HAVE A LITTLE FAITH, YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS. IDIOTS


By anonymous at 24,Jan,12 15:57

just a simple phrase i will hate god the rest of my life I'm now homeless no one will help me at all no friends and no family i hope all the people that come here and say believe and trust in god get a stick put between your legs and start pumping that's real not god
By anonymous at 11,Feb,12 02:40

I DON'T KNOW THE DETAILS OF YOUR SITUATION, BUT LET ME TELL YOU THAT YOU DO NEED A MIRACLE AND I WILL PRAY FOR YOU, BUT DO ME THIS, DON'T DO ANY DRUGS OF ANY KIND FOR A WEEK, INCLUDING SEX OR TV, OR EVEN FOOD. IF YOU CAN DO THIS, YOU WILL FIND THE CLARITY YOU NEED TO DIG YOURSELF OUT OF THE SITUATION, AND YO MAY EVEN FIND THAT YOU RECEIVED SOME HELP ALONG THE WAY FROM SOMEONE SOMEWHERE OUT THERE, BUT DON'T WHINE TO ME ABOUT HOW NO ONE WILL HELP UNTIL YOU HAVE ACTUALLY FASTED FROM DRUGS AND FOOD FOR A WEEK AND PRAYED ALONG THE WAY.
By anonymous at 17,Feb,12 22:14

I will do it, IF you give me your name and address. Here's the bet: if after a week of fasting and praying, I still get no answer, then I can kill you. Let's see how much faith YOU have in your precious little god.


By anonymous at 31,Jan,12 05:52

Look at the man job in the bible. His entire family was killed, all his possessions were destroyed, he had boils from head to toe. He had nothing. God was testing him, he never 'gave up' on God. Eventually God changed him, and blessed him double what he use to have. Basicly, put your faith in Jesus, he may be testing you to see if your going to trust him, plus he may give a huge blessing in return for trusting in him in the harshest of times. If your a believer, remember that this life is temporary (thankfully lol) you have eternity in heaven to look forward too. The afflictions of this world are nothing to compare with the glory to be revealed in heaven. Join a church, read the bible, pray, trust in Him who overcame death on the cross.
God bless you friend.
By anonymous at 11,Feb,12 02:43

I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH GOD TESTING ME, MY PROBLEM IS THAT HE FAILED THE TEST THAT HE ASKED ME TO PUT HIM THROUGH, AND I MAY BE A PATHETIC FAILING HUMAN OF LIMITED UNDERSTANDING AND POWER, BUT HE IS NOT, AND IT IS A LOT WORSE TO HAVE THE POWER TO DO SOMETHING AND NOT DO IT THAN IT IS TO BE TOO WEAK TO PASS A TEST.


By anonymous at 01,Feb,12 20:10

Well I'm not exactly sure what specifically is the problems in your life but I can say that you need some better friends. The fact that you are posting a story on the internet and not calling a friend to talk makes me think you have few friends or not good friends. Get involved with some groups that are into the same things as yourself. Religious? Go to a church and become a part of their family. Like games; go to a LAN fest. I have a feeling you try really hard to make people like you but you can't be something you're not. It takes one bad day before you lose that face. Through my own experience I've found that trying too hard to get people to like you has two consequences- 1) The people who are good will try to avoid you. 2) The people who are bad will try and use you and masquerade as real friends (maybe even compliment you) in order to get your money, time, and knowledge. As far as success. Many people aren't successful. I'm going to assume that at one point life was going really well and being the relative beings we are you are contrasting your life to times that were better. That being said, any improvement will make you feel better, but you got to get the ball rolling. A lack of confidence will continue to digress your life. Start small; finish small tasks, take baby steps, and before you know it you'll be able to leap from task to task with no problem. Exercise your mind... have courage friend...
By anonymous at 11,Feb,12 02:47

IT IS EASY TO MAKE FAKE AND SHALLOW FRIENDS AT CHURCH OR A LAN FEST, BUT TRY CALLING ANY OF THOSE PEOPLE AT THREE IN THE MORNING WHEN YOU REALLY NEED THEM AND YOU WILL QUICKLY FIND OUT THAT ALTHOUGH THEY ARE POLITE AND NICE IN THE SOCIAL ARENA IN WHICH YOU FOUND THEM, THEY ARE BASICALLY WORTHLESS AS REAL FRIENDS WHEN YOU REALLY NEED THEM. I HAVE BEEN TO MANY CHURCHES AND NEVER FOUND EVEN ONE PERSON THAT REALLY CARED ENOUGH TO DO WHAT WAS NECESSARY TO HELP. THEY ARE ALL SO PROUD OF BEING THERE THAT NONE OF THEM STOP TO THINK ABOUT WHY IT IS THAT THEY ARE THERE.


By anonymous at 05,Feb,12 17:47

You can't really kill yourself, because then you'll go to Help. Shit. What a stalemate.
By anonymous at 05,Feb,12 17:47

Hell. Sorry.
By anonymous at 17,Feb,12 19:36 Fold Up

No you won't because I am already in hell. There are at least 2 sucides in the Bible and they are not considered saints. Suicide is the way God gave us to get out of the pain which I can't take much longer.


By Sad anonymous at 07,Feb,12 09:29

I want God to forgive me. I feel that I'm his bad side. I need to work. It's been so long since I have. Please pray for me to find a decent job. Please aid me.


By anonymous at 07,Feb,12 21:30

Forget about the "god" you thought you knew. It's "THE GODS" not "god". No that god doesn't care about any of us, they just want you to pledge your life to them. Really the enemy is psychiatry, the United States government which is criminal, child killing, etc. I will this evil alien protecting, men in black gangster matrix consciousness experiment, mind control, soul stealing satanist cult system to all be destroyed. I was plugged in at an American hospital. This is real stuff, real demon stuff. Some kind of secret bloodlines are connected to everything. The police system, the fire department, the ER, the whole place, they've shown me the truth, I've been part of their rituals. This country murders children, sacrifices people to weird alien gods who have some kind of consciousness ships or something, and the spirit world is full of this whole chaos illusion stuff, it's all the mystics of old using their devil serpent knowledge, and the lizard people who run this fallen world seem to want to torture all of us who witness anything, this entire world is run by it. They made this their ritual. Look around you. Nothing is as it seems. There's aliens here, and they look just like us. I'm not a conspiracy theorist. This is really happening. Yes there are elves, dwarves, vampires, ghosts, angels, demons, different bloodlines created by the gods, other gods, thousands of different dimensions and vibrations that I've been able to discover, so I know there's likely an infinitely powerful world of spirit much like the paradise of the gods. Take down psychiatry, take down the criminal soul pirate government and their crooked covens that still operate in US facilities. Your stupid elite families don't scare me, because I'm part of you. I'm the only thing keeping any of you real, you soul stealing nazi government hospital elf vampires. Look out for certain bloodlines, they're not playing games with your life or your soul! 999
By anonymous at 11,Feb,12 02:50

THANK YOU. PUT THE TINFOIL HAT BACK ON, GO SIT IN YOUR FARADAY CAGE, AND STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM THE REST OF US. ACTUALLY, DON'T DO THAT, JUST KEEP WRITING. I LIKE YOU. YOU DON'T NEED LOGIC OR REASON, JUST AN IMAGINATION. WOW. THANKS. MY LIFE SUCKS, BUT I CAN BE THANKFUL THAT I AM NOT INSANE TOO! :)
By anonymous at 11,Feb,12 02:57

OH, AND BY THE WAY, EVEN IF YOU ARE RIGHT, THERE ARE A LOT MORE OF US THAN THERE ARE OF THEM AND WE HAVE OVER A BILLION GUNS JUST IN AMERICA, SO WHATEVER. I KNOW WHICH SIDE I AM ON, AND I CAN TELL YOU THAT THEY DON'T INTIMIDATE OR SCARE ME IN THE LEAST. THEY ARE WEAK AND COWARDLY AND THEY OPERATE IN SECRET BECAUSE THE VAST MAJORITY OF US WOULD NOT APPROVE OF THEM AND THEY KNOW IT. I HOPE THEY DO COLLAPSE THE SYSTEM. THEY WILL HAVE A LOT OF BIBLE BANGIN' GUN TOTIN' REDNECKS WITHOUT JOBS WHO NEED SOMEONE TO BLAME. IDIOTS, LETS BRING IT ON. I AM READY FOR THE APOCALYPSE AND I AM SICK OF WAITING. THIS WORLD IS A TERMINAL CANCER PATIENT, CAN IT JUST DIE SO WE CAN USHER IN THE NEW AGE???


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By anonymous at 12,Feb,12 17:48

it happens to everyone but dont give hope i lost everything years ago i didnt lose hope trust me god is testing you it will take time 10 15 years or more but one day u will sit back and say thank you god fr being there !!


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By anonymous at 16,Feb,12 22:07

Life can be hard, often unwanted things come into our life, but I don't believe god is the cause of our problems, I used to blame god for everything bad that has happend in my life. I came to the realization that most of the bad either came from poor choices or external factors from other people. I have had my fair share of troubled times, from lost jobs, hospitalizations, trouble in the family etc. but try to remember nothing stays the same forever, this too shall pass. Life can be hard but it is how you react to it and what you make of it. There have been times that I wished death for myself, asked god to take my life, want to kill myself etc. but kept pushing through. Although life can be hard, try focusing on how well we have it, there are people in this world that have life much worse, no food, no family, no education, no home, severe illnesses that interfere with daily life. It is not about what can God do for us, it is about what can we do for God. God isn't a magical being that gives us everything we want, often our misfortune and sadness comes from WANT. I dont know how many people are sad and complain because they don't live in a nicer house or have more money etc. God can't change that for you, you have to change that for yourself. God doesn't give us bills, we do. Compared to 100 years ago, we have it great. Technology, hot and cold running water, an abundant supply of food and everything that can make life simple. Keep the faith and work on the things you don't like in your life. God bless


By anonymous at 17,Feb,12 00:30

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By Friedrich at 17,Feb,12 23:03

1. "God" as a superpowerful ghost that lives in the sky = doesn't exist.

2. There is something you could call "god", which is the web of cause and effect that's responsible for the structure of existence itself.

3. That web of cause and effect CAN and IS affected by humans, more specifically our actions. Each action causes some minor effect on the overall web, imperceptible at the local level, but which will have an effect down the line, somewhere, sometime.

4. So "god" is the millions and millions of actions that people take each second. The enmeshing of those actions in the cosmic web of cause and effect is what "causes" the things in your life that you don't like. In a very metaphorical way, then, it's people themselves and their existence that "hate" you.

5. But unless you can kill all people and destroy all existence, there is nothing you can do about it. And even if you could, destroying existence would also destroy yourself, of course.

So I'm afraid there is no way to make this "god" stop hating you. You still have a choice of hating it back. Or I suppose you could love it, instead. I'm currently dealing with the exact same thing, and I can't make up my mind about how to respond to the fact that existence itself hates me for no reason. The temptation to kill myself is big, but the drive to know the answer is much more powerful. So I'm sticking around, searching for answers. I hope I can get back to you in the future with more.


By anonymous at 19,Feb,12 14:39

Hey I read your story and I used to feel the same way that you do now. I felt that no matter what I did I was cursed and that bad things always happened to me. I won't get into specifics but I fell off pretty hard and my life turned upside down. I was truly lost. I found Jesus in this time and since then my life has become new and different.(I guess this is why they call it being born again) The first step is accepting Christ into your life. You need to confess through prayer your sins to Jesus and ask for forgiveness, this is the first step. When I was a new Christian I prayed this prayer every day multiple times a day because I would remember new sins that I had committed constantly. Another thing you should do is ask Jesus to make you into who He wants you to be because it seems as if you have no direction or don't know what your direction should be. Once you know that you are being divinely guided in all that you do things become easier and stress becomes more manageable.


By anonymous at 22,Feb,12 12:54

they say god doesn't give you than you can handle well not true he gives more and more and more i can not handle any more now i can see why people choose the end their life he always give me a false scene of security he lets me go on thinking everything will be OK then wham he sucker punches
me right back to where i was then gives me more to handle well i don't know how much i can handle if this keeps up i will show him how much i care by ending my life the joke will be on him


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