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Why does God hate me?

Posted by ME at March 28, 2011
Tags: 2011 March  Philosophical

I feel like the past 4 years God has been using me like a piece of tissue to wipe his ass crack. Why? I didn't do anything to him. In fact, all I did was try to make good decisions, and keep my head up when ish came my way, and keep my eyes on the prize when people were trying to push me down, and even just be a good person and treat people well. But person after person seemingly randomly out of thin air just comes along trying to shit on me like I did something to them. I try to make moves and they go nowhere. When life just feels like too much I just try to keep putting one foot in front of the other, and eventually I may feel a little better, but the facts of life remain the same. People keep telling me that things will get better but then they don't. People keep telling me that I'll get this and that and the other thing or something great will happen or whatever, but it doesn't. I wish they would just shut the hell up with their prophesying I am sick to death of hearing about it. And no I can't be thankful or joyful, about the only thing I have to be thankful for is that I'm not homeless, and yes I do recognize that it could get worse, but it only seems like a ticking time bomb to me, not something to be joyful about. I really don't know what I'm doing wrong. Although now I have come to realize that just because something bad happens doesn't mean I did something wrong. Okay, but to be kept down like this for so so long... what is that all about? I don't get it. As far as I see it, the rest of my life isn't going to be that great anyway, but could you at least allow me to function? Like a normal person? Why do you keep giving me shit?


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By anonymous at 06,Oct,12 20:37

I wish i knew why God allows so many bad things to happen to nice people. nice people who are gentle, kind, always helps others and never ever bully or mistreat others. the Devil is allowed to wrack havoc and pain on us. I just don't understand it at all. Also- why does God or the Devil allow always GOOD things for Bad people? Why can't the Devil and its horrible demons just go away from us all right now? Why can't GOD intervene and protect us all from all the suffering and bad luck we are having? I just don't understand it
By anonymous at 30,Nov,12 10:42

Because they are supposed to be enjoying the rest of their mortal lives so in the end they could burn in hell for eternity. While the faithful ones stick by god through the worst imaginable (do you even know the amount of suffering that man went through just to have our sins forgiven? : passion of the christ) so they could die and live an eternity in perfect bliss
By anonymous at 28,Jul,15 12:35

This is a crock of SHIT God does not exist - God is the DEVIL did you not know that! Only good things happen to those who have money. So unfornately everyone is fucked in the ass by GOD if he really does exist - ha ha ha

If you have studied it was just a bunch of guys writing tablets that were nothing but stories - can anyone really prove this?
By anonymous at 18,Feb,16 20:52

I can bodies are I corrupt from many of years
By anonymous at 31,May,16 13:10 Fold Up

Satan is waiting for you
By anonymous at 31,May,16 13:12 Fold Up

troll
By anonymous at 08,Oct,15 22:00 Fold Up

What a crock of shit .
By anonymous at 31,May,16 13:11

You think?
By anonymous at 28,Aug,16 22:10 Fold Up

WE are not Jesus!! He died on the cross for all, but he still treats me like a step child. I feel he's got too many issues other than mines to worry about me.
By anonymous at 25,Apr,13 18:13 Fold Up

It's simple, God does not intervene in our lives. You can wish for it all you want but the fact is he doesn't cause good or bad to happen, he allows us to have free will, intervention completely contradicts free will.
By anonymous at 08,Dec,14 12:52

Nothing happens in this world that God does not want to happen.
By Matt Thomas at 06,Oct,15 11:22

If He is all powerful, that is a logically inescapable conclusion. Bertrand Russell said it so well with, "If God is omnipotent, nothing outside His will can occur". Think it through.
By anonymous at 04,May,18 00:10

He wanted us to have free will. He knew that when he created this world, sin would happen because he gave us free will. He didn't make us so that we should love him. He made us so that we can love him. It's sorta like this: would you rather force your child to be perfect all the time, or do you want to give him free will?
By anonymous at 03,May,15 23:18 Fold Up

Cause he don't care
By anonymous at 07,Feb,18 00:09 Fold Up

GOD HAS NEVEDR HAVE AND NEVER INTERVENTE IN ANY OF OUR LIVE--THISD IS MTHE ABSOLUTE TRUTH SO IF YOU ON GTHE OPERATION TABLE AND READY FOR SUGURY AND THE SURGERY GO WRONG -OH WELL YOU JUIST A WELL DIE BECAUSE GOD DOESNOT CAR EWETHER YOU LIVEM OR DIE ON THE OPERATION TABLE--PLEASE POEPLE --CONVERT TO BUDDISM--I HAVE FOUND FAITH AND THE TRUTH IN BUDDISM-- YOU WILL BE SO MUCH HAPPIER--------------------------
By anonymous at 10,Sep,13 14:38 Fold Up

by anonymous 09,sept12
god loves everyone he hates the act of sin that's why we are separated from him but by having a relationship with Jesus who paid the price for our sins allows us the relationship with God and spend eternity with him in heaven Jesus can bring you peace if you let him and trust in him ask him for the forgiveness of your sins
By anonymous at 21,Dec,15 19:02

I have been saved be for moor than what,s but God still hates me to.he is the father of lies.
By anonymous at 30,Mar,16 17:29 Fold Up

Why would you guys say those things about God he loves us more than anything he has a plan for each and one of us and everything in life is part of it.
By anonymous at 26,Jan,17 19:34

Iam so sick of hearing the same ole lies...God has a plan for you....God has a plan for you...but it NEVER materializes! I am almost 60 years old and have been waiting for over 16 years for this so-called "plan" he has for me...I don't believe anymore..
By anonymous at 21,Nov,17 18:45 Fold Up

He's doing a piss poor job of showing it then.


By anonymous at 04,Apr,14 22:27

I hate my fucking life right now. I don't see how some are chosen to have such wonderful lives and the rest of us are left like abandon dogs. I pray everyday and non of my fucking prayers have been answered.god always tries to find ways to belittle me in front of people like I'm nothing but a piece of shit,yet I am to praise him FOR WHAT? for letting me cry myself to sleep every night and watch others around me have fun and a good life ,for giving me false hope,opening a door for me so he can slam it in my face. From taking things away from me that I worked like a dog to have. I love how the bible says pray and you shall receive BULLSHIT!!!!!
By anonymous at 23,May,15 21:35

Again, I couldn't have said it better myself...
By anonymous at 21,Dec,15 19:16 Fold Up

You are not alone never forget that.you are only one of so menny moor out there.
By anonymous at 30,Mar,16 17:31 Fold Up

You guys are saying bad things about God never do it again
By anonymous at 20,May,16 03:35

You are clearly indoctrinated and brainwashed.
By anonymous at 26,Jan,17 19:36 Fold Up

I absolutely know what you are talking about...I see people who have never ever been "tested" to show their faith and God just dumps blessing after blessing on them! And then there are those of us who have beleived and been tested horribly and nothing ever changes! Just hell on earth and hell in eternity if you don't keep faith in him...it sucks!!
By anonymous at 07,Feb,18 00:12 Fold Up

this is so very true--very true--very true--my life is going to hell and like most innocent people-- the ywill br dead--be dead -be dead before their life improved by 100 percent--it is such a shame------------------------------------
By anonymous at 06,Aug,18 11:08 Fold Up

This is so very true as Hard--Middle-class Legal American are working themselves with two and three job just to survive to an early grave and early death and life is literally wasted and you kill yourself working to death. Here in Greedy Corporate America--You Live To Work--You don,t Work To Live--God screw up plan--Yeah Right-??????????????????????????????


By God will condemn you now at 25,Mar,15 19:26

It is clear that God hates so many of us. I don't know why. I have a deformed spine and front left rib cage because my father beat me so bad before I was six. After he left, my mother went so far as to beat me with a hammer. My southern Baptist grandfather made sure I knew that left handed people are an abomination. I had teachers who beat me if I touched anything with my left hand until the fourth grade. Later when I sent my grandfather a photograph of my first born, he sent it back. When I learned how to become good at basketball, an opposing player decided I needed to have my neck fractured from behind. That ended that. What sportsmanship? My high school counselor asked what I was going to do after school. I said, go to college. She said, "what are you going to do the second year?" and handed me a brochure for the army. I went out on my own at fourteen and worked eight different jobs through college graduation. I married. What a mistake. She forged my name to at least two documents per year for twenty years and put me through five major debt restructuring until she was finally arrested for embezzlement. I had to report my whereabouts to the police. Child services was called and I had trouble keeping my children. The prosecuting attorney's wife nailed a very nasty letter to my house. My in-laws made sure that I knew they blamed me for everything. My sister's and cousin did the same. The area radio station had a talk show about how I should be run out of town. And it was aired over the PA system at work for all to hear. I lost my job. Wasn't I the victim? What did the wife say after all that? "Be nice to me or I will do it again." Why did I stay? I made a promise to God, right? I have had patents stolen as well as creative work plagiarized and credit stolen. I have had my work reputation destroyed by my wife to the point that I have worked for some of the most unimaginable and worst human beings you may ever meet. I had a fellow employee decide to run me down as a pedestrian and destroy my knee. I had a truck driver decide that I needed to be rear ended so bad that it took four hours to cut me out of the wreckage and three years to learn to walk again. Yet, I have continued on, repaid all of the $750,000 my wife has stolen from me and what she stole from others on top of that. You will find out that you can count the number of friends you have on one hand and the church definitely will not be there for you. I moved my career in a new direction and have led companies to success and helped provide very good jobs. I volunteer often and help the homeless. My oldest two have now graduated college and my other two children will be there soon. Does God hate me? Absolutely! He will condemn some of us and pass judgment while we are still alive. There is a lot in the bible to support the idea that he passes judgment at any time and not only after death. What did Eli do? It is hard to move on everyday but maybe I can help someone else, be a good leader or just be kind to someone else tomorrow. I have stood behind my children when they struggled and when the incredibly bizarre school system did absolutely ridiculous things that only hurt children and drained the community paying their wages. My suicide attempt failed in 2003. I wish it hadn't but a quiet moment now with my children or the few peaceful moments in life, and they are few, bring some peace for a short time. I don't know why I pray to the one who hates me but I pray every night that perhaps someone won't be hurting me in the middle of the night. Then morning comes and there is always someone right there ready to steal from you, lie to you, lie about you and hurt you some more. Is God there for all of us? No. But it is true that if the father stays in the home and stands behind his children, the children will turn out well. I continue on for others. As for God, he wants me to suffer.
By anonymous at 11,Dec,15 02:34

I say the same thing. I can't understand it. Some people have it all. Nasty horrible people that god helps. unlike the rest of us who have suffered in many ways but have nothing
By anonymous at 13,May,16 13:52

There is No such thing as GOD it religion is away the roman government used to control the masses and it got out of hand
By anonymous at 20,May,16 03:38 Fold Up

Yes. Why can't people like Donald Trump suffer the way we have to? He's an evil, vile subhuman and deserves nothing but a hellish existence. We deserve better.
By anonymous at 26,Jan,17 19:41

Donald Trump is a GOOD man and you are wrong about him! Just because he made a success out of his life everone is jealous of him! We love Donald Trump!
By anonymous at 24,Jan,18 01:25

Anybody who supports drumpf and is not a millionaire is a fucking idiot. I would like his money but i would never want to be like him. theres nothing else left to be said
By anonymous at 07,Feb,18 00:15 Fold Up

donjhald trump is the best united states president we ever had -he actually care about the hard-working middle-class--American tHAT JACKASS PRESIDENT WE HAD A IN THE PAST
By anonymous at 06,Feb,18 23:52 Fold Up

GOD WANT ALL OF THE NICEST --CARING AND RESPECTFUL POEPLE OFM THER WORLD TO SUFFER A LIVING HELL--ONLY THE EVIL CAN LIVE A GOOD AND WONDERFULK LIFE AND THISM IS THE ABSOLUTE TRUTH----------------------------------------------I AM HEARING--IMPAIRMENT AND I LIVE A LIFE OF LIVING HELL--BELIVE ME-- TO ALL HUMAN BEING--CONVERT TO0 BUDDISM AND SAVE YOUR HUMANITGY--------------------------------------------


By anonymous at 15,Sep,15 20:37

Sadly, I am glad to see I am not alone. I say sadly because NO ONE should feel so unloved, unwanted, or hated by their "father".
I have been through hell for so long and it continues to get worse and worse, never better. I have had the rug yanked out from under me just as I think there might be a shred of hope. I am feeling so hopeless and depressed at this point that I am starting to have suicidal thoughts.
I thought about pouring out my story here, but what would be the point? I literally have nothing -- no friends, no family, no job, no money. The list goes on and on. I have lost everything and it just seems to keep going, with no end in sight. And no matter what I try to do, I get the door slammed in my face. I have prayed for so long for absolutely no answers. I sincerely do not understand why God is doing this to me. To make matters worse, he makes me watch bad people continue to do bad things without consequences and get tons of rewards and good things happen for them. Its not fair and I do not understand why he is being so cruel. I swear I hear nothing but laughter anymore when I pray...
By anonymous at 10,Oct,15 04:41

that is the devil laughing.
By anonymous at 20,May,16 03:42 Fold Up

Same here. I ask and ask why was a I chosen for a life of torment and all I get is more torment for being a good person. I think God, if there is one, is a sadist who picks and chooses who he wants to torment or reward on a whim. We are just as worthwhile and deserving of good things as anyone else.
By anonymous at 22,Jun,17 02:10 Fold Up

I am all of you, I felt alone in this birthed to seek his love and never get any love at all. He let's satan let up on us enuf to grow out some limbs and then watches as he saws it off again, our tree of life, us, deeper the next time, withers us, gives us some water, wither's us, the most caring , non bs, real loving, genuine people are forgotten here, just left as toy's, for satan, as we more fun to hurt, WHY WON'T HE HELP,?? I HAD A NDE I SAW HOME, WHY DOESN'T HE HELP US HAVE SOME LIFE HERE?? REAL AND GOOD AND NORMAL AND SAFE AND LOVE, OH FOLKS, I FELT IT WAS ONLY ME, I HAD PRAYED IT WAS AND GAVE AWAY PRAYERS TOO,,,,,,,,,,OH GOD HELP US.
By anonymous at 07,Feb,18 00:17 Fold Up

belive me in god so called paradiswe I don,t blame anyone for having suicidal thought and the truth is god does not care at all---------------
By anonymous at 06,Aug,18 11:13

Believe me iN TODAY hellish WORLD HERE ON hellish earth--I don,t blame anyone who commit Suicide and I don,t blame anyone who want to kill themselves.


By anonymous at 11,Jul,16 12:27

God only takes care of who he wants. The rest of us he doesn't give a shit how unhappy we are. Murderers, rapists and child molesters get what they want, no matter how good I am I get spit on by God. That's a fact.
By anonymous at 06,Feb,18 23:52

THIS IS SOP VERY TRUE-----------------------


By anonymous at 11,Jul,16 12:28

If God was so loving and caring why do o many people suffer? Nobody has an answer for that. Or it's some bullshit answer of God has another plan... Ya, a plan of suffering and unhappiness. PERIOD!
By anonymous at 06,Feb,18 23:53

THIS IS SO VERY VERY VERY TRUE TRUE TRUE TRUE TO THE VERY HEART


By anonymous at 11,Jul,16 12:44

God has pushed me away from him and doesn't give a shit if we have a relationship. And don't give me this shit about him testing me. Is he a fucking game player? How fucking rotten and cruel. If I love somebody I show them, I don't play fucking games. I don't make them guess.
By anonymous at 06,Feb,18 23:54

THIS IS VERY TRUE==VERY TRUE--VERY GTRUE AND VEREY TRUE TO THE LOVING HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


By anonymous at 25,Mar,17 16:19

I have been pulverized to dust from life and have nothing left. I pray, pray, pray and pray. I am so lonely. After a terrible childhood I married badly and the only reason they keep me around is to take care of there ill and dying parents. I am so exhausted I don't know what to do. I am to exhausted to commit suicide and think it is a sin. I was told By a minister psychic medium that if I go I will just have to come back and redo this life. I would not wish that on anyone.
By anonymous at 06,Feb,18 23:59

I am USED TO SAY PRAYER Et GOD EVERY and yet AFTER A FAILED HEARING OPERATION AND AM COMPLETELY DEAF IN MY LEFT edar and I can,t hear very well. I am ao happy I converte4d to BUDDISM AND IT BETTER THAQN SATANIC CHRISTIANINTY.


By anonymous at 02,May,17 21:01

Hey. Yeah I know exactly what you feel. I'm a single mom of 2 kids, all I do is work, I have no friends, I have no life, I just work. I say that God hates me, I'm convinced of it. I can't get ahead, and nobody cares. All I do is work to support my family, and for that I've been stamped "REJECTED" by the hand of God. There is no answer, and nobody cares. All we can do is survive. I have a way out, when it gets too bad...God Bless the Constitution...I have a licensed pistol with a slew of hollow point bullets. When I'm done, I'm done. I can work myself to death, but I will not end up in a nursing home or living on machines. I will leave this earth on my own terms. God doesn't care, so why should I?
By anonymous at 07,Feb,18 00:21

you aR ESO VERY RIGHT ANBD THIS IS SO VERY TRUE --VERY TRUE AND PLEASE CONVERT TO BUDDHISM ANS YOU WILL GET ANSEW AS TO ALL THIS BULOLSHIT CHRITIANITNY LIES FOREVER----------------


By anonymous at 05,Oct,17 20:54

At 66, it seems like my whole Life has been one mistake after another. No matter what choice I make it is always the wrong one. I have prayed and prayed but it does no good and I get no answer. People have told me to have patience, that God will answer in "his" own time. Well I am 66 years old and I don't have a lot of time left. Others have said "god might be telling me NO. So god wants me to be one step away from homeless and in ill health and divorced and broke so I can't pay my bills. I keep hearing about how wonderful and kind and wise. All I can say is god is an evil SOB.
By anonymous at 07,Feb,18 00:04

you may may right so right on this one for sure--God was made up by rich andwe althy people eho can cash on some billion of fortune-------------


By anonymous at 30,Dec,17 02:42

I grew up with god in my life. I had faith, even when life didn't go my way, I believed there was a reason. Now I stand accused of crimes I did not do. Accusation of which I could never plea too, as i would then be lying. My faith in god and the judicial system is shot. I have been homeless and removed from life by one persons lie. It is true that a high very high percentage of domestic violence are true but the one that are innocent of theses crime have to prove their innocence beyond a showdown of dought , not innocent until proven guilty. I feel for the woman that suffer from this parrel but just once think of the men who are charged by a vengeful manipulative psychopathic liar and is smart enough to get away with it because she knows he courts are on her side from the start. If there is a god where is he for the innocent. Will she be punished for her perjury. So far god is nowhere to be found. God must hate me. Yet I still pray for her to get help. Where is my god why tell me why he can be so cruel.
By anonymous at 30,Dec,17 02:52

I will take my own life for a world like this is not worth living in. Fuck you god for not being there. I still pray that you get her help.


By anonymous at 14,Feb,18 14:48

God is the lowest form of scum since he has created so much evil on this earth since he makes many of us innocent people to suffer for no reason at all, and he doesn't even punish the very bad people that would really deserve to be punished. Eat shit and burn in hell God you filthy ugly fucking jew bastard.


By anonymous at 05,Mar,18 08:54

God is a filthy cocksucker. Hail Satan


By anonymous at 05,Mar,18 08:54

God is a filthy cocksucker. Hail Satan.


By anonymous at 05,Mar,18 08:55

Eat shit and die God you fucking sissy faggot. Amen.


By anonymous at 11,Mar,18 19:54

That fucking dickhead God is fucking me so much every day so stressful


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By anonymous at 23,May,18 23:44

I have been unwanted every day of 58 years you can never know what pain i feel watching others who are wanted and loved
By anonymous at 24,May,18 20:14

Death does not scare me any more


By anonymous at 25,May,18 16:40

All you bible thumpers keep your self away from me you will not like what i say or do to you i fully accept that hell is where i get to go you selfish bastards can have heaven remember that you are the only ones that count


By anonymous at 26,May,18 21:05

How can a new born baby be sinful when the baby did not ask to be born time for an answer to


By anonymous at 25,Jul,18 09:26

That filthy scumbag that they call God never gave a good single man like me a good wife and family since that rotten no good filthy jew bastard piece of shit gave it to so many millions of other people that never deserved it at all.
By anonymous at 06,Aug,18 11:20

I know because I am myself 50 year old--still single and I am constantly getting rejected by women who I try to Love but then goit rejected and they married someone else--You matter well become GAY because women today only think of themselves and the money you have but other have the good fortune of having a good wife and family --God Screw up plan again and very selective and chosen as always-----------------
By anonymous at 10,Aug,18 16:05

God will always be a filthy cock sucking faggot bitch since he fucks Jesus up the ass everyday. And just look at all the filthy lesbian bitches that are everywhere today that are the real cause of this mess to begin with. Most of these filthy low life pigs just want other women instead of us straight men unfortunately. God is the lowest form of scum for creating these fucking pigs today since he is just as much to blame too.


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