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Why does God hate me?

Posted by ME at March 28, 2011
Tags: 2011 March  Philosophical

I feel like the past 4 years God has been using me like a piece of tissue to wipe his ass crack. Why? I didn't do anything to him. In fact, all I did was try to make good decisions, and keep my head up when ish came my way, and keep my eyes on the prize when people were trying to push me down, and even just be a good person and treat people well. But person after person seemingly randomly out of thin air just comes along trying to shit on me like I did something to them. I try to make moves and they go nowhere. When life just feels like too much I just try to keep putting one foot in front of the other, and eventually I may feel a little better, but the facts of life remain the same. People keep telling me that things will get better but then they don't. People keep telling me that I'll get this and that and the other thing or something great will happen or whatever, but it doesn't. I wish they would just shut the hell up with their prophesying I am sick to death of hearing about it. And no I can't be thankful or joyful, about the only thing I have to be thankful for is that I'm not homeless, and yes I do recognize that it could get worse, but it only seems like a ticking time bomb to me, not something to be joyful about. I really don't know what I'm doing wrong. Although now I have come to realize that just because something bad happens doesn't mean I did something wrong. Okay, but to be kept down like this for so so long... what is that all about? I don't get it. As far as I see it, the rest of my life isn't going to be that great anyway, but could you at least allow me to function? Like a normal person? Why do you keep giving me shit?


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By anonymous at 06,Oct,12 20:37

I wish i knew why God allows so many bad things to happen to nice people. nice people who are gentle, kind, always helps others and never ever bully or mistreat others. the Devil is allowed to wrack havoc and pain on us. I just don't understand it at all. Also- why does God or the Devil allow always GOOD things for Bad people? Why can't the Devil and its horrible demons just go away from us all right now? Why can't GOD intervene and protect us all from all the suffering and bad luck we are having? I just don't understand it
By anonymous at 30,Nov,12 10:42

Because they are supposed to be enjoying the rest of their mortal lives so in the end they could burn in hell for eternity. While the faithful ones stick by god through the worst imaginable (do you even know the amount of suffering that man went through just to have our sins forgiven? : passion of the christ) so they could die and live an eternity in perfect bliss
By anonymous at 25,Apr,13 18:13 Fold Up

It's simple, God does not intervene in our lives. You can wish for it all you want but the fact is he doesn't cause good or bad to happen, he allows us to have free will, intervention completely contradicts free will.
By anonymous at 08,Dec,14 12:52

Nothing happens in this world that God does not want to happen.
By anonymous at 10,Sep,13 14:38 Fold Up

by anonymous 09,sept12
god loves everyone he hates the act of sin that's why we are separated from him but by having a relationship with Jesus who paid the price for our sins allows us the relationship with God and spend eternity with him in heaven Jesus can bring you peace if you let him and trust in him ask him for the forgiveness of your sins

By anonymous at 04,Nov,13 12:16


By anonymous at 27,Dec,13 15:22

Sorry your life has been so bad; I feel the same way. Friends have betrayed me, my significant other went from being cool to fat, lazy, bald, broke, never wants sex, never wants to go anywhere or do anything. I haven't worked since my layoff in 2009. I'm so broke I can't even get a cup of coffee most days. If I need five things I have to pick which two or three I can afford this month. I want to get a financial plan going to pay off the house but can't get the SO on board, he'd rather piss away every cent we have on expensive breed dogs, so I guess I'll be living under a bridge in my old age. Hopefully I'll die before that. I have no hope for my future and no way to MAKE anyone hire me so it gets better-I even went back to school. This shit has been going on since 1998. I haven't seen my mother in over ten years, and can't afford to get her a plane ticket. Can't God find anyone else's life to ruin? Plenty of bankers and politicians deserve it.

By anonymous at 07,Jan,14 18:12

I honestly think God picks and chooses who he is going to help live an abundant life and the rest of us he just laughs at. I hate it when people say God love you. How? How the heck do they know that? And how could this all empowering Loving God mess up so many lives and say I love you my child? That is the biggest BS I have ever heard of in my life. I totally can't see myself believing in a God that constantly has put me down destroys my life at every turn he can. Slams every door. Opens a window only to slam that shut too. I asked him when I was younger for a boyfriend. My dad just died my mom had been gone for a few years. Yes, he answered my prayer so welcomingly with a man who physically and mentally abused me. Yep!! free will. There is no such thing as free will either. the only free will we have is that we can believe in him or not. Everything else he as planned right down to the dot!!! there is no changing it no adding to it nothing. We think we are making decisions but we aren't. Everything happens by his design. The saying Life is a Bitch and then you die. Is correct for so many of us. But the ones who he helps. The ones he keeps his promises too of an abundant life and a joyous life. That saying never utters their lips. They will be welcomed into heaven with open arms and the biggest mansions. Why? because He put us here to give us that abundant happy journey here on Earth. Yeah right for some of us but not all. And He picked those of us out before we were even born. The rest of us... well, they say he as a sense of humor.So I guess we are his laughing stock. We plead and beg for mercy,for abundance, for a happy life. Hahaha he goes I have my few chosen picked out... the rest of you are my puppets. I can't make everybody happy. I have to have some fun up here laughing at you idiots for begging pleading... people nothings going to happen but I do enjoy laughing at you when you do it.
So that's our loving caring no good god,for some of us not all, in a nut shell.

By Stephen McBride, at 24,Jan,14 20:15

Don't feel alone on that one. God evidently hates my fucking guts too. Almost committed suicide recently. Might try again soon!

By anonymous at 04,Apr,14 22:27

I hate my fucking life right now. I don't see how some are chosen to have such wonderful lives and the rest of us are left like abandon dogs. I pray everyday and non of my fucking prayers have been answered.god always tries to find ways to belittle me in front of people like I'm nothing but a piece of shit,yet I am to praise him FOR WHAT? for letting me cry myself to sleep every night and watch others around me have fun and a good life ,for giving me false hope,opening a door for me so he can slam it in my face. From taking things away from me that I worked like a dog to have. I love how the bible says pray and you shall receive BULLSHIT!!!!!

By anonymous at 30,Apr,14 16:44

God why would you allow children to come into this world with parents who have nothing to provide for them . For them to go without dude . So awesome
By anonymous at 29,May,14 20:57

God took my children away from me. I've never done anything to deserve it. No drugs. No violence. Never denied God. Nothing. At all. Why. Does. He. Hate. Me???
By anonymous at 13,Sep,14 11:49

there is no god just assholes to hurt us
By anonymous at 13,Sep,14 11:50

if there is a god he is a masicoste or how ever u spell it

By anonymous at 27,Jun,14 19:12


By anonymous at 01,Aug,14 01:41

you are right, because it is happenining to me too, i face same issue, any good chance i will have to get, god will put his power to take it from me, before i was love god, but now, i see it clearly, god hate me, as he hate you too, he don't diserve we love him or worship him, i am sorry because i was follow him, i am sorry because i was worship him, the point is after i left him till now, he follow me, he take everything away from me, i need solve him out of my life, i hate him, i hate god
By anonymous at 13,Sep,14 11:55

god never lets me get a living job, always makes me have to live in shit holes with scum of the earth neighbors. can fix my car and he wills it to break again keeping me in credit card debt to support my kids. what an asshole god. not to mention all the health problems on my children. I can see now instead of treating other people nice all my life I should have been an asshole to people. I guess that's what it takes to get good paying job and nice home and healthing family

By tmd at 13,Sep,14 23:46

No job, no money no car, no home, daughter with mental issues, hit by her, called names by her. I have really tried to believe god would help me, but every chance I get ends up slammed in my face. Seems only a select few get any type of blessings. Yes I feel like I am just a joke to him. I am on the verge if thinking it's all just something created to scare ppl to be good. So so tired of it all. Desperately need a break. If there is a god, can you please help me and my family. I am to tired and too old to keep this up.
By anonymous at 06,Dec,14 06:34

I feel the same way. I am nice to other and get shit on. But people who are nasty are getting stuff.

By anonymous at 23,Sep,14 03:50

I have tried and tried to live life to the fullest yet I keep having bad luck and it doesn't get better just gets worst for me I have thought about killing myself because life sucks for me an it's so much better for everyone else yet I'm nice to ppl and I don't come first but why me, I only want to have a job and make money yet no one hires me and I don't know why and it makes me so depressed and all I want to do is say fuck it I'm gonna stay home every single day bc my life is shitty and why am I still alive and not dead

By anonymous at 21,Oct,14 06:34

Why am I alive? Really WHy??

By anonymous at 06,Nov,14 18:53

I'm the model citizen for his holiness.....yet he has fucked up every single nice thing that happened to me in the past 6years. I had the love of my life for 8 months and there was not a hair of drama and one night she breaks up with me.....i had to drive her home the next day in tears. I had a VW Jetta 99 and it had only 56 k on it when I got it.............a month later the fuel pump went out over heated....nothing but problems since . Just sold it and got a 02 Chevy s 10 46k only had it a month, the spare was dry Rotted, looked like it was struck by lightning. And the cab roof started leaking today...showed up soaked at work and on top of that my computer broke yesterday and on top of that I haven't seen a v***** since 2009 and now I'm pissed. I hate this fucking phone I'm using too
By timmy at 19,Nov,14 13:08

sounds like your a closet homosexual, just like the infamous GROCERY BAGGING COCK SUCKER!!Why don't you give up on women and practice cunnilingus on stray dogs. You should be used to that since you chewed on your ugly ass mothers vag until she made you quit when you came on her sheets. Anyhoo.... Best of luck to you faggot.
By anonymous at 06,Dec,14 06:36

You are a jerk

By anonymous at 10,Dec,14 20:41

I feel the same way. Why does God like to fuck with me all the time?

By anonymous at 16,Jan,15 22:36

There are times when I have felt the God really loves me. But as I go on with life there seems to be a time when I feel he hates me. I then pray harder and ponder his words until I hear and feel him again and I realize that he loves me. I keep getting hit with bad conditions with no way out. And as I get older my body breaksdown and can't always obtain the medical and perscriptions that I need to live. I ask him to please take my life so I can rest from this life which I do not like. But he doesn't take it. I live from one day to then next with no real enjoyment, there is nothing I haven't done that I wanted to do. We wanted a lot of children but we could only have one, and he was mentally challenged and is in phsyc ward for life due to his bizzare behavior. I have been out of work for over five years with no offer to my twenty-seven years of experience. Bad stocks has wiped out most of my retirement and I fear that I will live too long. My wife has come down with a life threatening tumors and she and I are scared, because I need her and she wants to live to make her retirement. Nobody really likes me, I have very few aquantances, and zero friends. My misery comes from the goals I made as a child that never materialized, and I find it sad. I can't end my life because of the laws of God, but it is always on my mind. I find things release me from my pain through distractions. I thing Marijuana will be my next way to get distractions. I feel God has cursed me that my children will not be or the one be a bad joke. He has cursed me in my work, and in investments, and now curses my spouse. And my curse is that I must live on in my pain and anquish for trying to accomplish great goals.

By anonymous at 27,Jan,15 02:51

God bless

By anonymous at 27,Jan,15 02:55

Listen ... I've read all these comments , and for awhile I actually thought God hated me too .... 15 miscarriages , broke , evicted , and MUCH MUCH more .... But bottom line is this , were stubborn , and when we actually let God in our lives , is when this will change , the moment you actually Really!!!! Let go of your sadness , problems , depression ... And actually have REAL FAITH in him ... Is when things will change , but the thing is not one of us have enough faith in him , which is why we posted these things above , very simple .... Take one step towards him , he will take 100 towards us .... God bless you all , and be safe

By anonymous at 14,Mar,15 18:50

You can kick your dog every morning but eventually he will get feed up and bite your leg off right up to your ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I do not believe God should expect me to treat him better than he treats me which is like shit!!!!!!!!!!!! I fhe thinks like I feel like he is a loving Father he is wrong, dead wrong I already had one distunctional Father I do not need another. He sold me out as a very young child and is still doing it!!!!!!!!!!!!

By God will condemn you now at 25,Mar,15 19:26

It is clear that God hates so many of us. I don't know why. I have a deformed spine and front left rib cage because my father beat me so bad before I was six. After he left, my mother went so far as to beat me with a hammer. My southern Baptist grandfather made sure I knew that left handed people are an abomination. I had teachers who beat me if I touched anything with my left hand until the fourth grade. Later when I sent my grandfather a photograph of my first born, he sent it back. When I learned how to become good at basketball, an opposing player decided I needed to have my neck fractured from behind. That ended that. What sportsmanship? My high school counselor asked what I was going to do after school. I said, go to college. She said, "what are you going to do the second year?" and handed me a brochure for the army. I went out on my own at fourteen and worked eight different jobs through college graduation. I married. What a mistake. She forged my name to at least two documents per year for twenty years and put me through five major debt restructuring until she was finally arrested for embezzlement. I had to report my whereabouts to the police. Child services was called and I had trouble keeping my children. The prosecuting attorney's wife nailed a very nasty letter to my house. My in-laws made sure that I knew they blamed me for everything. My sister's and cousin did the same. The area radio station had a talk show about how I should be run out of town. And it was aired over the PA system at work for all to hear. I lost my job. Wasn't I the victim? What did the wife say after all that? "Be nice to me or I will do it again." Why did I stay? I made a promise to God, right? I have had patents stolen as well as creative work plagiarized and credit stolen. I have had my work reputation destroyed by my wife to the point that I have worked for some of the most unimaginable and worst human beings you may ever meet. I had a fellow employee decide to run me down as a pedestrian and destroy my knee. I had a truck driver decide that I needed to be rear ended so bad that it took four hours to cut me out of the wreckage and three years to learn to walk again. Yet, I have continued on, repaid all of the $750,000 my wife has stolen from me and what she stole from others on top of that. You will find out that you can count the number of friends you have on one hand and the church definitely will not be there for you. I moved my career in a new direction and have led companies to success and helped provide very good jobs. I volunteer often and help the homeless. My oldest two have now graduated college and my other two children will be there soon. Does God hate me? Absolutely! He will condemn some of us and pass judgment while we are still alive. There is a lot in the bible to support the idea that he passes judgment at any time and not only after death. What did Eli do? It is hard to move on everyday but maybe I can help someone else, be a good leader or just be kind to someone else tomorrow. I have stood behind my children when they struggled and when the incredibly bizarre school system did absolutely ridiculous things that only hurt children and drained the community paying their wages. My suicide attempt failed in 2003. I wish it hadn't but a quiet moment now with my children or the few peaceful moments in life, and they are few, bring some peace for a short time. I don't know why I pray to the one who hates me but I pray every night that perhaps someone won't be hurting me in the middle of the night. Then morning comes and there is always someone right there ready to steal from you, lie to you, lie about you and hurt you some more. Is God there for all of us? No. But it is true that if the father stays in the home and stands behind his children, the children will turn out well. I continue on for others. As for God, he wants me to suffer.

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