LIFE SUCKS

Roller Coaster LIfe

My fucking life has been inbalanced ever since I was a toddler. My mom left me after a few years she brought me into this world and dad wasn't really around for most of my childhood to teenage life.

I fled Vietnam with my aunt when I was 5 years old. I arrived in America in 1986. From then, I was pretty much living with different relatives every few years. My relatives welcomed me to their home but I never felt that equality in their homes.

With lack of love and attention from my family I begin to lose my direction in life. I begin to hang around with the wrong crowds and begin to commit crimes in my early teens. Robbery , bugulary , battery , shooting, selling drugs ... I've done it before I even turned 18. I did what it took to provide and proof myself to friends and the streets.

After I did some jail for a crime I got caught up with. I then realized that I was going no where and had nobody.. no strong support and I was especially sick with the life I was living. I always felt angry no matter when, where or who I was surrounded by.

I met my girlfriend , now wife at the age of 18. With her encouragements, I Then begin to self rehabilitate myself and got a legitimate job. I did my best to do right but for some reason I would always be surrounded by negative people. Even my wife's family was ghetto. I always felt that negative energy... I always surrounded by drug dealers and dope-fen. Almost all of the people I knew then used drugs... so many that I thought the whole world used it but me. I was hard to change when you are constantly surrounded by all the negativities.

Years later, I managed to established a business and bought a few real estates . I made a significant amount of money off of real estate. But After many years of building my business things went bad by due to the economic downturn.

With all the shit that I've gone thru... doing bad or good. It always seem to me that good is never on my side. Not to mention most of my relatives are bunch of fakes hatin' ass bitches.

I can't really say life sucks ... 'cause I have a great wife and three beautiful kids.