LIFE SUCKS

I Lost everything.

My story is sad like other is sad too.
Everything beginning when my father left my mother I was 4 year old thing of destiny my mother moves to the house of my grandmother my childhood was fight to my mother and my grandmother every 2 or 3 days about nothing like " how took the spoon and blah blah blah " so that was beginning the fight between to my mother and my grandmother for almost 17 year until my grandmother dies.
When my grandmother dies we didn't have a home or money we live almost in the street so I took the choice to get akin to try to support my mom so the retention of the world 2008 beginning and my life was bad again so I lost my apartment of rent my things everything and debt with credit cards.
When I start again my life in other state was great until when I knew this new field of business Stock Market I try 3 times to make money of that to have a life finally and you guess what was the result I lost everything.
Now I don't have nothing only a few money in the bank and my debts.......
Is like I born to be curse.
I have a wonderful girlfriend and I can't see her because she is in other country I don't have money to visit here because I lost everything in stock market because I did think was the only way to make a lot of money to support my mom and make a future with my girlfriend.
I don't know what I do now ????
I mean what is next work for 40 years...... To other support bulls#!t to my bosses????
Have more debts and children's and never seen my children's and my wife because I'm working 16 hours everyday ??????
That life ??????
I would like an answer about my life who does that answer ???
GOD or. Rich guy who want help me!!!!!!!!
People said money is not everything.......!!!!
But is almost everything right ??????
Thanks you