LIFE SUCKS

kill me now

i have nothing left to live for.I have sacraficed my howl life for my sister and mother just to end the pestering.Sadly i cant escape the fact that i am and will be all alone in a new town and a new school and most of all a new hell for me.Going to my moms home town wasnt part of my life plan but they just wouldnt stop asking and even when i said flat out no they still asked and asked and then i got the big old "if we stay here we wont be happy". what about me.... what about my life.... i lost my dad... my home.. my first friend.. and now all my other friends. i only have one person that i trust and when im away from her it feels like i cant breath and thats just at school.Ill me milesd and miles away.My life is comming to an end i already have dapression and i am already cutting.I dont know what im going to do.